by Mia

Last year ,I ventured into the city to a used bookstore my father used to take me to. Of course there were lots of White people there, most bearing markings of what was once known as ‘counter-culture,’ now standard fare in San Francisco. A beatnik elder shuffled by in black beret and pea coat. Several emo/Lord of the Rings fairy boys flitted about shelving books. I wouldn’t say they were feminine per se , they were too light and frail to move like actual women, though they had ribbons or children’s flower barrettes in their hair. No, they did not move like women, or even gay men. They scurried. Hello Kitty meets Tim Cratchit . I tried to accept that this was San Francisco, not the suburb I inhabit, but still it was hard not to stare. Worse was that most of them were White.  At least they still could read, yet they seemed as though their Whiteness was just an afterthought, their background being much lower on the list of their self-definition.It almost didn’t seem to be of import what ‘preferences’ they had, as their behavior and appearance eclipsed most anything else- they appeared to be unsure if they were male, or even adults. As my companion and I left, we reflected upon the surreal experience of these creatures, and how this was yet another symptom of what has happened to Us.

bookstore

 

    In the face of an existence once glorious in actuality and mythology , will we now be diminished to the point we will  be looked upon the way my sons and I were looked upon by a black family last year while disembarking from a shuttle bus at the Greek festival? “Look! Do you think those are Real Greek People?! ” I realize I have done something similar myself, upon seeing the usually bigger, taller and more homogeneous tourists traversing the boardwalk, less of a mix of recessive and dominant traits, they are usually of very similar coloring and build.  I also see them seeing us, the ‘other White people’ -in a simultaneous and markedly careful appraisal of the other that is not-quite-other. We notice  their looking  at mothers, fathers then children and back to parents again, surveying the contrasts in our hair, eyes, skin tones- they of the stunning sameness noticing us looking at the perfect replication of themselves, our racial memories colliding in these moments among the salt and sea and sand-It is a look that makes no apologies in its directness and search for recognition for any hold-out of what is left of America , a look that asks , ” You’re European , aren’t you?  Could it be you’re one of us? ” and they smile a polite smile or nod of affirmation and secret joy, knowing that only we can do this in such a way that instantly we know it must be true, we have recognized one of our own.

However, what was once the default has now been derailed by media mind-chips that say that White Fealty must end, and not only must it end, but White People must turn against themselves and others, a campaign of self-destruction from the inside out and they have done a frighteningly efficient job of doing just that.

White Self-Hate, Ethno-Makeovers

         Can it be that it is just  too late for this next generation, these 20-something I-don’t-know-whats, with their facial piercings, pants falling off their ass, and affected ‘street-gangsta’ patois in the middle of mostly White and affluent America ? I’d like to say no, but every day I see evidence of a people and culture that hit critical mass, grew bored with themselves, rejected their upbringing and/or family and looked to TV to decide what to be next. Must we continually reinvent ourselves a la Madonna, completely forgetting about what our last incarnation was, and those that came before that? I was always of the belief that we are made of the stuff of our parents, grandparents, etc. Have we become so diversified that we don’t remember this, can’t see or accept our own past, our own people -but instead see ourselves even as the liberal media sees the bad old days, before civil rights, feminism, television, conspicuous consumption and ‘political correctness’?  If the time before those things is christened bad, then are we to make the mental leap that

1. life was bad in general in the Old Days, even if it didn’t seem so, why yes, it was. Our happiness caused others to suffer, that is yet another political meme continually enforced. If we had something good, it was at the expense of someone else, it couldn’t possibly be because we were doing anything right, and it certainly wasn’t for the greater good, because not everyone lived as we did, or had what we had, and this was also our fault.

2. that people who ran things, developed cures, invented almost all technology, the schools, the art and literature; you know, White people, namely White Men

3. The family with man as the Head of the Household, as Father, yeah, that is bad too,(Evil Patriarchal System of Oppression)  as is any kind of even semi-nuclear family.

 If we accept all this, we have thrown not only the baby out with the bathwater, but mother,father, brother, sister, grandma and pa, and the family dog.

We throw  it all away in subscribing to the plethora of media lies that try to get us to believe -and thus buy things to constantly replace and change- new is better, last year’s shoes are no longer cool, after is better than before.  The constant and consistent message is : we all need not only need make-overs, and vulgar consumerism , obsession with fashion and trends- but  we need to completely throw away who and what we are- go the way of the dinosaurs, we need to become something other than White people, and if we can’t do that by having mixed children, we can always adopt one, or we can at the very least have a non-White mate, and affect the mannerisms and dress of another group, because, as the media will tell you every time you even glance at a magazine-  we aren’t good enough just being ourselves.

 

Equality Magic, Word Magic

Says Wikipedia  : The word grimoire (a textbook or manual of magic) is from the Old French grammaire, and is from the Greek root ‘grammatikos’, “relating to letters”, from which grammar, a system for language, and glamour, influential appeal, are derived.

See also: http://www.etymonline.com/index.php?term=grammar

 This interesting etymological relationship between ‘grammar’, ‘grimoire’, and ‘glamour’  suggests that words do in fact, have power, as evidenced by the the Lexicon of ‘Correctness’ Committee on Coercion, which tries to create definitions for things and ideas it wants to promote ,disapprove of, or encourage.  a Co-conspirator of theirs, the  Institute of Incorrect Correctness tries to take away  the associated connotations contained within the meanings of real words and make up new definitions. Remember the brouhaha over words like ‘black’ or ‘dark’ ? Suddenly that was part of the Great White Evil Schematic, even though I thought we all learned in grade school that words have more than one meaning, and making leaps like ‘dark’ is associated with evil, therefore my hair or skin is perceived as evil is missing the point of the real definition of darkness.  We have all fallen into believing much of their associations and connections, we don’t stop and say, wait, that part doesn’t make sense, wait that part isn’t right- we are more worried about ‘picking a side’, preferably that of the Good and Noble than if the sides presented actually made any real sense .Things that were always known to be.. well, what they were, good or bad, were now neutral, sterilized.

In occult circles, ‘Equality Magic’ would be akin to Black Magic, in that it tries to force an agenda on someone else-political black magic would be imposing ones collective will upon a certain group, either artificially raising them up, manipulating them to do your will, or destroying them. Of course the Equality Black Magicians will say they are Glenda the Good, but we all know that not only do their spells not work as far as yielding real results, they usually are accompanied by blood and sacrifice. Namely ours. Therefore it is false and injurious, though many of us have fallen under the spell, clutching our amulets tightly, muttering words of protection against Evil Reality, like ‘social justice’ and ‘gender inequity’. Talismans inscribed with ‘stand strong’ , ‘support the troops’ ‘change’, ‘hope for America’  .

More ‘Word Magic’: Nature as ‘Retro’

         All things that that naturally evolved before the Anti-Natural Progression Tribunal have now been termed ‘retro’ or ‘post-this and that’. These terms have been applied to fashion, ways of thinking, ways of living, political beliefs, even religion. Modesty became ‘uptight’ and ‘prudish’. ‘Sex’ became ‘gender’. Masculinity became ‘sexist’. ‘Partner’ ceased to be someone you own a business with and became yet another creepy term, ‘significant other’. Cleaving to ones own people and culture became ‘exclusionary’ , ‘protectionist’ and the hysterical ‘racist’ or ‘hate’ . White became ‘privileged’ and ‘guilty’. Religious beliefs became ‘systems of archaic oppression’ and ‘fanatical’, if they didn’t fall in line with The New Way of Being, brought about not by famine or plague or natural disasters, such as our ancient ancestors had to contend with, whether it be the Ice Age or Pompeii, but at least in part through politics and propaganda, and artificial re-working of the Natural Order.

In this schema of Enforced Equality, regardless of merit or natural evolutionary progress, which is innately slow moving, we are now faced with many problems , that would have ether A) not have to have been dealt with, as they wouldn’t be an issue; B) the ineffectiveness of imposed ideology , laws, ‘rights’ , actions, and so on.

couple in SF  ‘Retro-Heteros’ ?Retrosexuals?

Even science itself  is looked upon as suspect and possibly Evil, because nature is inherently  unequal.   Equality, as applied to people, is both an invention and application, as well as a kind of religion, involving faith and belief, though religion probably has more going for it, as it at least acknowledges its belief in the ethereal and unproven. The Real and not Magic way to deal with things is not to say , “I believe such and such- therefore, POOF! I make it so, or it just is so because I  believe it so”. The Real way is to say, “This is what IS”, let us deal with it from there-that being completely antithetical to the Equality Magic philosophy. Much as we would like to, we cannot change nature,  Popeye was right, a thing is what it is and that’s all that it is.  The myth of Equality is dangerous, not only because it makes us dumber by proxy, by encouraging us not to use our brains, but the far-reaching effects of believing  X is really Y. Those of us who are not geniuses but smarter than the average thus open a Pandora’s Box in the quest for understanding the world, and in our inherent White believing in the supposed good of all our fellow Whites, or those we think are our kin. Not only is the notion of equality fraudulent, it is impossible.

Perpetually Searching for ‘The Cure’

Gawdawful White Guilt trip billboard

A huge mistake White Americans tend to make is thinking the quick cure for a given problem is to throw what we believe is the opposite at it and hope something sticks, even if it doesn’t make logical sense. We at once believe in science, yet have at once the arrogance and foolishness to believe we can one-up evolutionary processes. In doing this, we have short-circuited the greatness our country could have continued to build, instead of expending so much energy just trying to keep up with problem after problem. The cure for slow is super fast, the cure for white is black, the cure for empty materialism is ever-more expensive minimalism – yuppie lofts with no furniture and ‘indigenously-made’ coffee and sandals. The cure for motherhood is feminism, the cure for smoking and drinking is obsessive workouts and organic tomatoes, now that 12-stepping doesn’t have the cachet it did in the 80’s.

Has taking jobs away from White men, and giving them to women, minorities and looking the other way/amnesty/apathy about illegal aliens actually helped this country as a whole? Did We Do The Right Thing ? Or have we FUBAR’d? Are we ‘Sustainable’?  Or should we just, as my parent’s adopted Vietnam vet would say, “86 it” ?

There was a recent poll, most Americans want border enforcement, but what do the politicians proclaim: “Amnesty! “. It reminds me of most daycare institutions, with a ratio of children much too high for the caregivers. They have been there since 6:30 am to 6:30 pm, yet it is now going on 10 pm and still the actual parents have not come to collect them. What do we do? Do we call the grandparents? They don’t have any living in the United States, and none of them speak English if we did call them. Do we call CPS? Or do we simply drive them home and tell them we can’t do this anymore? That would make sense. We are unrelated to most of those we are taking care of, yet we hurry and bustle about, trying to get diapers changed, trying to feed everyone. Meanwhile, no one is learning or creating anything, the kids are fighting, stealing, writing on the walls and generally destroying the place no matter how we try to entertain them or give them little jobs to occupy them, and we are getting low on food and patience. While the kids took a nap, the caregivers took a vote and called the company that owns the daycare and said “they have got to go home, we want our lives back!”, but there was only an answering machine: “Thank you for your interest in the horrific state of the nation. Your call is important to us. Please leave your message…”

 Our Higher Power became our ‘Lifestyle’, that infinitely disgusting word invariably applied to most things I  would not want to adopt as a habit. We foist barrels of ‘fix’ , which translates to some form of remodeling/new paint and a playground, free lunches/day-care center/ after-school program , and ‘expert’ upon ‘expert’ who will hold meetings to discuss such, add a Starbucks… yet still the problems persist, as we persist, co-dependent till the end. Until we accept that things cannot be artificially managed or created are not effective, let alone sustainable, we will be stuck continually inventing these new patches for problems that require so much more than the equivalent of a visit to the Windows update page for the latest White Service Pack (Animal) II. But all that makes for a hell of a lot of jobs for Professionals and Politicians who have neat-o offices , as well as underlings and paperstuffers and program checkers.

Which survival strategy is the best for Us?  It is about ability and what works. “How’s it workin for ya?”  to quote a media-created icon.  It hasn’t been working too well, Phil.  Some of us prefer living outside the bare-bones Darwinian dog-eat-dog lifestyle.  Some of us prefer civilization. A place where people don’t go out of their way to disturb and offend others, make us physically and mentally sick, endanger our very existence, and peace of mind. Some of us want to be around good people, who aren’t plotting against us, stealing from us, thinking of ways to use and exploit us, siphoning off our paychecks or wanting to rape and kill us. That’s all we want , Phil, is that asking too much?

O, mean-spirited White men, selfish, hateful, greedy, power-hungry, oppressive etc., who at once cause, deprive and even kill all good will and peoples around the entire world, and who have an infinite supply of everything- Ahh yes, these ideas remind me of when I was a small child and didn’t understand about where the food in the fridge came from, or the water for my bath. It just magically appeared, like Equality.

I can understand because of how bad things have become for the White man, and being threatened by so many actual forces against him, that he now perceives women as a threat as well- and many non-nationalist White women can be a threat to the White man, believing in Equality Magic, and that White Men Are Evil meme, and Evil BECAUSE they are WHITE first, then because they are Men. These types also believe if all of those Evil White Men were to be ousted, everyone would get a pony and all problems magically would resolve themselves. Being that even something that starts out at least tolerable, if not terrific , can turn sour, think seriously about if you want to have children with someone who might completely turn from your beliefs if it doesn’t work out.  

 

White Kids Learning.

Though many nationalists don’t agree- we don’t HAVE to follow the paradigm of what used to be America as far as how to actually fix things, we could make up our own. Some say we must infiltrate and subvert from within. Many want to either overtly or covertly change the system but work within its confines. I don’t blame people for clinging to the system they know, for being attached to something that once worked so well. The a kid on the playground who would stand up and say “You’re not following the rules! That’s not fair! I’m getting the yard duty teacher.” Well, that was when I was a little child, quite some time ago. How many small children these days subscribe to this concept of fairness as it applies to ‘following the rules’? I am not against the people who want to go back to the Constitution and Founding fathers. I just don’t know if it is not too late for that. The People In Charge are not playing fair. They are not Following the Rules. We keep telling them that. I would like to study and learn what I didn’t in school about those things, the Constitution and the beginnings of this country , but from what I have heard of it, it bears little to no resemblance to what is happening now. The ‘feel’ I get from those days , when that was written, is that it was concieved by calm, temperate men to be followed by mostly sensible, unchaotic people, and that most back then were. I freely admit I don’t know this stuff already, and wonder how many around me are the same way. I was encouraged away from Real History and into local history “It’s a lot easier, and you get the same credits!” . As if it wasn’t going to be worth it for me to bother knowing these things.

 Shadow People: First Whites to Flee

Whites enjoying nature

                   It used to be that one could live almost anywhere along the outskirts of a big city and yet still find a way to live in relative peace, and sacrifice perhaps having a bigger place, or fancy car, or all the latest toys just to live a simple , quiet life. Perhaps these kind of people were not molecular physicists at a bio-tech firm, or software engineers making big bucks, but they weren’t illegal aliens or drive-by shooters. They minded their own business, they collected your newspapers when you were gone, and they didn’t cause problems. They weren’t endlessly and even inadvertently annoying you, these possibly even unambitious Shadow People, their appeal lay more in what they didn’t do. Their value lies mostly in their being unnoticeable but functional cogs in the wheel.  I think now of all of the Shadow People I have lived next to, how I took their decency for granted, never thinking that one day the White Shadow People might start going away. Maybe because they couldn’t afford it any longer, but more likely because this type is very sensitive to their environs. Noise, pollution, graffiti , destruction, violence, but more than these obvious reasons, they were sensitive and appreciated the impersonal collective of people they lived around, who allowed them to live the way they wished- in peace.

The Shadow People usually were single and childless, could be of any age but were most identifiably White. They were pleasant, but not particularly friendly. They were into causes or pets rather than people, caring more about saving the masses but wanting nothing to do with coming over just to hang out because you had cooked lasagna and had no one to eat it with but a 2-year-old. These kind of interactions would frighten a Shadow Person, sharing simple companionship, a meal with a neighbor- whereas distributing bread and condoms in a drive by shooting zone would not. I’m not saying everything the SP did made sense, just that they didn’t CAUSE problems. On a lower level they enjoyed hobbies more than people. As non-invested as they were on a personal level, that much invested were they on a level involving the general weltanschauung of the area, their personal scene and beliefs and those around them. So they went somewhere. Elsewhere.

Silence is Golden  White

peace and quiethey , it ain’t much but  it beats section 8  neighbors. No unsupervised kids banging the walls, no rap music, no 3AM fighting and free wireless! Awesome.

http://fairhousing.com/index.cfm?method=page.display&pagename=releases_fhact_07-11-2007

Ms. Lawton’s  complaint stated that “there were several incidents of racial harassment involving Chad Jansen — which had a particularly devastating and emotional effect on me”.  Typical was one instance when she received a call at work from her father who was babysitting her four kids who told her that Jansen was banging on the walls calling her kids “ni**ers “and  yelling, “shut the f—k up!” She said her father refused to baby-sit any more after that. Another time occurred when her sister was babysitting for her.  After putting the children to bed, her sister went next door to ask Jansen to turn down the radio.  “After returning to the apartment, Paula and my kids then heard Chad Jansen banging on the walls yelling, ‘Ni**er , go back to where you came from!”  A third incident recalled by Ms. Lawton involves the time she had a friend come to visit her and Jansen objected to where she parked.  Specifically he was quoted as saying, “You f–king ni**er, get out of here!”

No one cares about Jansen’s anger, for his right to exist undisturbed, about his right to peace and quiet, to not continually be assaulted by banging, yelling, stomping, rap music. He doesn’t count. If he opens his mouth, even if he did so in a way that was not angry, if he did not use epithets, no one cares. Shut up and take it, White boy. It is likely he did complain to the apartment manager, and nothing was done. This case si a prime example about what happens when groups that are inherently incompatible being forced into close proximity. WE don’t like chaos and constant noise. It makes us physicaly and mentally sick, it aggravates and annoys us, and yet WE are the ones looked at as the bad guy when we get upset about it. Suddenly, we are intolerant, and ‘racist’ when we just want to live undisturbed.

Jansen could possibly have gotten some kind of legal advice and recovered something out of this nightmare himself had he documented/recorded the disturbances and played the game, but most likely, nothing would have been done about the situation, because people are afraid of being sued, even when they are in the right and doing their jobs. It certainly shows the anger and resentment Whites feel when forced into a situation that is not inherently compatible. If we had freedom of association this wouldn’t happen. Like could live among like, and they  could decide how to deal with problem people, whatever their background. We would not need all these special rules and punishments .

Why is it that these other groups have ALL the protection, and their protections nullify our rights, and create an atmosphere where it is OK to  continually  make US miserable, and we can’t say or do anything about it, and if we do, not only does nothing get done, but we get villified, and the people who are doing the unacceptable behavior get rewarded with legal settlements and free rent?  The whole reason WHY there are all these protections is exactly BECAUSE no one wants to live near certain groups, and why is that? Is it because of the made-up ‘racism’, that it is skin color, or is it because of the BEHAVIORS?

 The constant noise , chaos, stealing, violence, unsupervised kids, fire, mess, irresponsibility, no sense of propriety or other’s property , continual random problems that can occur any hour of the day or night and  no sense of living in such a way that one does not offend or cause disturbance to others?  You tell me why people will pay huge amounts of money to live where they can be around their own, send their children to a non-ghetto-ized school,and hopefully be free of these issues, and possibly even enjoy their living space, rather than fear and dread it, and why when their areas start going down the drain from the constant invasion of Others, We leave to find another place we can live Our Way.

Areas could be set aside for everyone. We are paying for it anyway as is through all the free government goodies, though as in my previous writing (look under https://silentconsort.wordpress.com/category/rants-commentary/ ) more and more, people are being transplanted, at our expense. Working hard to avoid this, even if one has the money ,is no guarantee. One would think only a good portion of land could protect one from this, to create an actual physical barrier. It seems our only out is to find reliable people of a like mind  with whom we can create something like this and the key here is we have to do it quietly, we cannot announce on a public message board, “Hey! who wants to live in my White community that I’m starting?”

Chart of cases and the made-up words for real reasons people want to discriminate –

http://fairhousing.com/index.cfm?method=page.display&pagename=legal_research_consent_orders

Go to the headlines section and put in some obvious words like ‘racial’ , ‘race’  or use your imagination.  http://fairhousing.com/index.cfm?method=news.search

The letting in of what amounts to the third world doesn’t help anyone long term. It stifles excellence, turns away the capable , gifted and talented in favor of ‘equity.’ It further stratifies society and takes away the systems that the blue-collar, or lower-wage white-collar and service people once had in supporting each others businesses, real competition amongst people who had bills THEY had to pay and weren’t getting all these normal but big expenses for free, like food , rent and health care- the main things we give away for free to the invaders. The unavoidable costs of living, we give away, when we are struggling with almost 5 dollars a gallon gas, rising food costs , being outsourced, and paying the bills.

A True Story.

Meet Birdman

This man lives out of his car with his pet bird.  He is not a drug addict or alcoholic. I am not sure of his whole  story, but he cannot get any reduced rent vouchers. There is zero help for him. I am not sure how he survives. He is a few years older than myself. Sometimes I bring him stuff I think he might need. At first, years ago, he would not take anything from me. I could tell it was a leftover sense of masculine pride that has not been completely driven out of him. He told me he has some kind of blue-collar trade skill, but no one will hire him except the odd job here and there by word of mouth by people who know him. Companies and contractors don’t want to hire people they would have to pay a real wage, so a man like this could live. Why should they? The government is paying for their employees free rent, food, and medical care for their families. Government paying means US paying. Sometimes the people he works for let him stay there a night or two or if the weather is cold. He doesn’t have children, as to parents I haven’t asked him.

How can Joe Blow feed his family, or like Birdman above, feed himself- pay his rent and keep the lights on when an illegal will do Joe’s job for 1/4 of the cost? How can Joe’s boss compete with Illegal Construction Inc, who keeps underbidding him for jobs building McMansions for the bio-tech yuppie people, who don’t care one whit about if Joe or his boss makes it, as long as they have people to watch their kids, clean their house, and landscape their 3X3′ yard, for that is all that is left over after the hordes of illegals clamber down from building the McMansion up to the setback line. Instead of attacking the real problem, which is promoting , forcing and even FUNDING what is CALLED multiculturalism , but is really an INVASION- even as doing so breaks law- we are forced to support it.  A corrupt, illegimate system that feeds, houses non-citizens  and ghetto-dwellers and yet ‘cracks down’ on groups like FLDS.

Hypocritic Oath? First, Do Harm.

http://www.captivefldschildren.org/ViewVideo.php?VID=1

Notice as I said in one of my recent writings https://silentconsort.wordpress.com/2008/04/25/flds-big-hate-big-brother/    that no one is thinking about raiding San Jose for illegals, who are by default unmarried and pregnant in order to get on the programs- no baby’s daddy anywhere on the scene- same with the ghettos- no one cares about the unsupervised children roaming about the streets, either doomed to gangs, prisons and death, the welfare baby-machines that come out of there, the drive-by shootings, drugs, prostitution , crack, etc. Well, either no one cares or it is sanctioned as all right. No,in their eyes it is the Mormon compound that is The Problem. Watch the video at the link I posted above. Do those children look like they are suffering? Do they look unloved, unhealthy? Do you see cockroaches or signs of ill health, neglect? Do you see mothers smoking crack? There are fathers there loving and raising their children. However, I suppose if these folks were to get a basket of food from the government to raise these happy, bright children, now that would be a crime.

 

 Oh, and Iraq is the problem, terrorists are The Problem, exit exams in high school are The Problem, Sub-Prime Loans are The Problem. Poverty is the Problem, Illiteracy is the Problem- never adding 2+2 as to WHY these are problems without end, because that would disrupt the whole Equality Magic Formula, which is Race doesn’t matter and doesn’t exist except when we say it does, when someone cries ‘discrimination’  and no one asks , “Well, WHY is it people discriminate against you? Is it really about something as simple as ‘skin color’ or is it something else? ” Just because you are (whatever) doesn’t mean you HAVE to act that way. Or does it?

Mortality

Meanwhile, White People keep on drinking coffee,  picking up trash on beaches ,planting  trees, scrubbing the oil off sea creatures and recycle as Rome burns.

rome burning

When it does, what we will tell our children? Will we say we at least tried, that we made an effort?  Many of us have decided to take a different route, and work on another level, yet still contribute to the greater Cause. Some of us have become depressed, embittered or ill. Some talk about it, some stay silent and soldier on. Some of us are struggling to pay the bills, yet they do what they can to help- while others are well off and afraid to lose that security or help others. Some of us have become disillusioned with ’internet activism’ and have taken their actions to a local level or have decided they need self-examination so they can be a better man/woman/parent/WN.   Some are at the point they can only try to save their families, their children or themselves.

 If you thought you might die sooner than later, what would you make a point to accomplish, to begin, to finish, to contribute to? Who and what would you want to continue the work after you are gone? What have you created that you would be leaving? Would it be in the ways you raised, taught and loved your children? Would it be in the ways you helped your comrades in a practical sense?  Would it be something lasting and real?  Would it be in a work of art, or a book or writings? Would it be something that is local, or something far-reaching? We tend to concentrate on this never here yet future, posting away about a future for Our children, but we often neglect to examine what we are doing today in order to bring that about, and to better their lives and our own in the here and NOW. 

Don’t wait for someone else to say, “Here , this is what you should be doing”, don’t wait in hopes of a fearless leader to come along, because no one might be willing to take that chance,they don’t want to risk what they have, they are too busy dealing with their own problems, or they are too busy just trying to earn the bread to feed their kids and put gas in their cars. The fearless leader may never come, so WE have to take the initiative without someone holding our hand every step of the way.  Please, don’t wait. Even if you can only do a little,if you are sincere and can follow through in just that one thing, that could be something that allows someone to reach more people, even if it is not overtly WN, even if it is simply friendship to one of our own.

 It might be something other than joining an organization, it may be helping someone build something, or if you know WN who are willing and able, it could be pooling resources to start a mini-community in your area. It could be something to help children, it could be something that teaches people about health or nutrition. It could be something that helps our elders. Or starting something like that. There are always Causes Within A Cause, and there is no doubt you have interests and talents that could apply to some aspect of nationalism. Think about what you are interested in, what you could do- Brainstorm -put these new ideas to good use, or at least be of help someone you trust who is doing same. Even if you cannnot do the same thing all the time, or every month , you can help contribute to something that has cumulative and lasting impact. I don’t believe we need a Fearless Leader to do this.There is plenty you can do on a real life basis. Perhaps it is time to think of this Cause more like a family or even a ‘tribe’ or clan -whatever you want to call it-  than to await a non-existent hypothetical leader who will stand at a podium and rant about how we should do this or that. trust yourself. Leaders, presidents, movements come and go, but blood loyalty is for always.  Thank you for your time in reading this.

Fini.

Her son was stabbed six times, at least twice in the heart, she said. “Tell me that was self-defense” she said.

Tim Griffith (Griffith, standing, shortly before his murder in a SF baseball stadium parking lot)

Griffith’s Murderer Raphael Cuevas: Illegal alien

Illegal = murder=illegal -shouldn’t have been here in the FIRST PLACE. Illegitimate all the way around.  You’re not even an anchor baby, Cuevas. You stole your way in here, then you stole someone’s life, in a most vicious way, over something stupid, like the guy leaned on your car. You probably didn’t have a CA license to drive. What the hell were you doing here? Do you have a record? You don’t look very healthy. Selling drugs? You are a fine example of a PLAGUE that is sweeping our nation.

beaner murderer illegal

Collins did not ask for bail for Cuevas, who was apprehended Friday by U.S. Customs and Border Protection officers as he returned to the United States from Mexico.

http://www.nbc11.com/news/3781534/detail.html

Is it ‘hate’ to state the truth? The whole ‘hate speech’ thing is so broadly applied, it has only served to stifle discussion, and create ‘politically correct’ sissies. When National Geographic talks about one animal killing and devouring another, chasing one out, is that ‘hate’?

I was telling someone on a radio show a while ago that we need a ‘habitat, ‘ that our environment is being destroyed, and I don’t mean this regarding air pollution or whales. Yes, when I say ‘we’ I mean the dreaded, fearsome ‘W’ word. Many other cultures don’t mind being packed together and thrive on constant noise, loudness, aggression, danger. Other peoples get government sponsored ‘habitats’ and they turn them to crap. Nope, screw you White people, you may be bad off, but you are on your own. Go sleep on the beach.

Those things are part of their culture, as much as 13 year-old pregnant unwed mothers are. As much as stabbing someone to death in the heart in a baseball stadium parking lot ?

Thanks, illegals for destroying something that should have been a fun day for non-savages. Thanks for en masse destroying an entire country not-so-slowly in pursuit of ‘a better life’. A better life? Better for whom? It’s certainly not better for Timothy Griffith. Certainly not better for the rest of us, who foot the bill in uncountable social programs: food, housing vouchers,free health care,legal services, theft, noise, littering, gangs, free educations and all the school programs : ESL, free breakfast, lunch programs, hospitals closing because of abuse of the emergency room policies, government and state officials declaring sanctuary cities that encourage these problems by vowing not to do anything about it, while spending trillions on war in Iraq. A better life for everyone not US. A better life for them at our expense, financially and day-to-day existence. Is this what our children have to look forward to? Did Timothy deserve to be stabbed in the heart 7 times till he died at a baseball game? If this Cuevas had never been allowed to sneak over the border, Timothy would be alive, maybe he would be in college, have a girlfriend, his parents would be enjoying watching him grow into a man, perhaps start a family and give them grandchildren. Instead, they have a memorial foundation website and there is an unfixable hole in the story of their family’s life.

White people like to solve problems, and because we are mostly intelligent and/or creative, we usually can- but we are not magicians. We also like to help, to our own detriment. I remember posting about how without White people, one could pretty much forget about ‘save the redwoods’ or baby seals. No other group cares about feral cats, or dolphins caught in tuna nets, recycling, or ‘green’ as it applies to preserving nature like Whites do. Are we so proud and noble we will orchestrate, fund, and rally for our own demise? What is wrong with us?

This case happened in 2004, is only now going to trial.

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2004/09/19/BAG6I8REDI1.DTL

A 21-year-old Giants fan was fatally stabbed and his friend beaten unconscious by three men in a parking lot near the ballpark in a crime police described Saturday “as a totally senseless killing over nothing.”

http://www.stormfront.org/forum/showpost.php?p=2465080&postcount=1

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2008/04/17/BAVT106MI4.DTL

Scummy lawyer says it’s not murder, just something that resulted in death. An accident perhaps?

“This is not murder – this was a spontaneous fight that involved grappling and punching,” Gaines said. “It was not planned, but it was something that led to the tragic death of Tim Griffith.”

‘Led to the death’, not planned, as if that is supposed to soften it, like quilted toilet paper-speaking of which- Gaines (Cuevas’ newest creep lawyer), you are full of sh*t and you know it.

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/gate/archive/2004/09/20/slainfan20.DTL

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2004/09/19/BAG6I8REDI1.DTL

Cuevas was arrested Friday by federal customs officials in Arizona as he returned to the United States from Mexico.

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2004/10/05/BABADIGEST2.DTL

http://img141.imageshack.us/img141/4884/bab1fan033maccb1.jpg

posts on this case, pictures

http://www.stormfront.org/forum/showpost.php?p=4900164&postcount=175

http://www.stormfront.org/forum/showpost.php?p=2953999&postcount=107

‘tolerance’

http://www.stormfront.org/forum/showpost.php?p=1691156&postcount=19

 

 

Χαρούμενη ημέρα πατέρων

   I could never express how much I love my dad, and how much he has taught me, for the kind of man he is. I want to thank him for giving me life, for giving me a heritage I am proud of, and for having me young enough that I had many years while growing up with my Yiayia and Papou (Greek for grandma, who still lives -and grandfather) ,for keeping your traditions alive year after year, for forgiving me my mistakes and weakeness and patiently loving me , for being such a good grandfather, for having me instead of getting killed in Vietnam.. Even the things I criticized him for when I was younger I now am old enough to appreciate. I know he isn’t superman, I know he isn’t perfect, but he is a good man, and I am lucky he is my dad.

Also to the the many fathers I know and love, for giving life to our people- and not only in the literal sense of having children, but also to those who are like fathers to us, for looking out for the rest of us, of helping and guiding us, for the times you have had to say “no” in protecting us from harm, for teaching us respect,  in the many things you haven given to us, we honor and love you too. 

 

 

 

 

 

       Here we go again with the ‘race-isn’t-real-just-a-construct-but-‘diversity’-is-so-we’ll-just-call-it-diversity-instead-of-race’

 

 “Diversity does not mean forced equivalencies; for example, because you have a Black/African-American employee-resource group, a company is not compelled to have a KKK employee-resource group.”

 Not so fast,  Diversity-Man. You are trying to suggest  that anyone White who challenges your agenda is lighting a cross every Saturday night while humming the  ‘Battle Hymn of the Republic’.  You are also trying to suggest also that not only should we throw our coat down and hold the door for any minority when it concerns work, school, or whatever in the interest of  Pretend Equality (or as you put it “forced equivalencies”?) , but that we should also shut up about it in our private life as well as at work, and that is where you cross the line into invasion of privacy and totalitarianism. Someone  of the Caucasian Persuasion is not necessarily in the Klan, just as whoever represents blacks isn’t just like Rev .Wright, Right?

By the way, in my opinion, this extends to your private life as well.

 YOU don’t get it , Visconti, that most people, White or not,have beliefs regarding race and culture, and yes,opinions and preferences based on behaviors associated with such. In the land of fallacious arguments, one is either waving a rainbow or rebel flag, there exists no normal Whites who happen to have ideas of their own regarding race, which  is spectacularly and patently false- Whites having our own probably mostly private beliefs about various groups is the DEFAULT. If there is no choice BUT to ‘go along to get along’ , well then, you can’t really be too sure what your employees believe, now can you?  One does not need  those kind of accoutrements to affirm or confirm that one has racial opinions. You’re hanging yourself  with your own thread-count challenged sheet.

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http://www.diversityinc.com/public/3651.cfm 

Asking the White Guys: Don’t Try This at Home, by DiversityInc Partner and Cofounder Luke Visconti, continues to spark a heated debate about how white men should be included in diversity management. Today, Visconti responds to a reader who calls him a fascist for advising against holding a diversity summit that included a panel called “Ask the White Guys.”

More ‘Ask the White Guy’

  • What’s Wrong With ‘Asking the White Guys’? The Debate Continues    
  • Asking the White Guys: Don’t Try This at Home    
  • White Guys – And Others – React to ‘Don’t Try This at Home’    
  • Is Dressing Like a CEO the Same as ‘Dressing White’?    
  • Is Race More Important Than Gender?    
  • ‘Ask the White Guy’: What Does It Really Mean?    
  • When Does Affirmative Action End and ‘Reverse Discrimination’ Begin?    
  • We’re All Human Beings: A DiversityInc Reader Responds    
  • Why People Are Obsessed With Race    
  •  “Diversity management is a disciplined business subject that, properly implemented, drives productivity, innovation, profitability and sustainability. It does not mean that people have an open license to sound off on their opinions.”

     Celebrating all the so-called wonderful attributes of diversity without free opinion, thought or speech.Freaking fascists!

    –Charlie Hastings

    >
    In a business setting, which is what the original question is about, I absolutely stand by those words. Employees do not have the “right” to express disruptive opinions or values that are contrary to the values of the leadership of the company. Diversity does not mean forced equivalencies; for example, because you have a Black/African-American employee-resource group, a company is not compelled to have a KKK employee-resource group.>> 

      Most of the boneheaded things I hear at diversity conferences concern confusion on this topic. See our  Nov./Dec. 2007 issue for several examples of how corporate leaders strategically manage corporate culture and values.

     By the way, in my opinion, this extends to your “private” life as well. I don’t think it’s a good management practice to tell people to “check it at the door.” If you want to fly a Confederate flag over your house and march around with a sheet on your head, that’s your right. But it doesn’t mean you have a right to be employed by a company that doesn’t share your views.

    http://www.diversityinc.com/public/department105.cfm

    More : ‘Ask the White Guy’ 

     Is Dressing Like a CEO the Same as ‘Dressing White’?

    http://www.diversityinc.com/public/3428.cfm?sd=105

     

     

     

     

    http://anti-racistcanada.blogspot.com/2008/06/and-another-one-bites-dust-richard.html
    *June 11, 2008* *And Another One Bites the Dust: Richard Warman Takes Down
    Der_ Totenkopf<http://anti-racistcanada.blogspot.com/2008/06/and-another-one-bites-dust-richard.html>
    *Ciaran Donnelly
    http://anti-racistcanada.blogspot.com/2008/06/and-another-one-bites-dust-richard.html

    [image: Ciaran Donnelly]

    Add Ciaran Donnelly to the list of Canadian neo-Nazis that Richard Warman
    has effectively dealt with. Donnelly and Warman have come to a mediated
    resolution in Warman’s human rights complaint against Donnelly who posted as
    Der_Totenkopf on Stormfront, Blood and Honour and other Internet hate site
    forums. As part of the resolution, Donnelly is required stop posting hate
    propaganda online and to desist from further retaliation against Warman,
    permanently close his Stormfront account and request that all his past posts
    be removed, and finally to donate $1000.00 to the charity of Warman’s
    choice.

    Add Ciaran Donnelly to the list of Canadian neo-Nazis that Richard Warman
    has effectively dealt with. Donnelly and Warman have come to a mediated
    resolution in Warman’s human rights complaint against Donnelly who posted as
    Der_Totenkopf on Stormfront, Blood and Honour and other Internet hate site

    [image: WCFU]

    Left to right: Jessica Beaumont, Ciaran Donnelly, Glenn Bahr

    forums. As part of the resolution, Donnelly is required stop posting hate
    propaganda online and to desist from further retaliation against Warman,
    permanently close his Stormfront account and request that all his past posts
    be removed, and finally to donate $1000.00 to the charity of Warman’s
    choice.

    Game. Set. Match. In a battle of wits, the far right in Canada appears
    badly outgunned.

    Donnelly had a long history of involvement in neo-Nazi movements beyond his
    participation in Stormfront. He is a close friend of Glenn Bahr and was an
    early member of Bahr’s Western Canada For Us<http://onepeoplesproject.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=497&Itemid=2>. Donnelly was also a promoter of Blood and Honour, associated with Todd
    Conroy and other members of Volksfront Canada, and more recently has been
    the guest of the Aryan Guard<http://onepeoplesproject.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=1360&Itemid=27&mosmsg=Thanks+for+your+submission.>at private events such as a December 2007 Christmas party.

    When Warman filed his complaint with the Canadian Human Rights Commission
    concerning Donnelly and his girlfriend Jessica Beaumont’s posting of hate
    propaganda online, Donnelly, in his infinite wisdom, retaliated by making
    veiled threats and photoshoping the picture of a church sign to read, “The
    Church of Dead Warman.” None to bright. However, by coming to a mediated
    resolution, Donnelly fared much better than his now fiancée Jessica
    Beaumont.

    It would seem that Warman isn’t very concerned about Marc Lemire’s court
    challenge disputing the constitutionality of the Canadian Human Rights act
    as he continues to rack up victory after victory against a beleaguered
    neo-Nazi movement in Canada.

    *Richard Warman Donation to CAERS<http://www.stopracism.ca/pages/search.php?article_id=431>
    *

    Press Release

    8 June 2008

    The Canadian Anti-racism and Education Society (CAERS) congratulates Ottawa
    human rights lawyer Richard Warman on the successful mediated resolution of
    his federal human rights complaint over Internet hate propaganda posted by
    Ciaran Paul Donnelly of Coquitlam, BC. The settlement is the third mediated
    case for Mr. Warman involving Internet hate propaganda and he has
    successfully litigated 10 others in cooperation with the Canadian Human
    Rights Commission.

    The complaint, brought under s. 13 of the Canadian Human Rights Act (
    www.chrc-ccdp.ca/discrimination/watch_on_hate-en.asp<www.chrc-ccdp.ca/discrimination/watch_on_hate-en.asp>“>http://onepeoplesproject.com/www.chrc-ccdp.ca/discrimination/watch_on_hate-en.asp>)
    was filed in December of 2004 and dealt with hate propaganda posted by Mr.
    Donnelly to a US neo-Nazi website that attacked Jews, gays and lesbians,
    Chinese, blacks, Hispanics, Aboriginals, and the mentally disabled. A
    subsequent complaint that was also included in the mediated settlement
    addressed Mr. Donnelly’s illegal retaliation against Mr. Warman after the
    filing of the original human rights complaint.

    The terms of the negotiated settlement are public and include the
    following:

    i) the settlement will be registered with the Federal Court and prohibits
    Mr. Donnelly from posting further hate propaganda to the Internet or
    engaging in further retaliation against Mr. Warman

    ii) Mr. Donnelly has agreed to permanently close his account on the US
    neo-Nazi website through which the hate propaganda was distributed and
    request that his postings be deleted

    iii) Mr. Donnelly has paid damages in the amount of $1,000 for his illegal
    retaliation against Mr. Warman and at Mr. Warman’s suggestion, all of this
    money has been donated to charity or non-profit organizations

    Richard has informed CAERS that the funds noted above will largely be
    donated to two charity/non-profit groups. The first is CAERS to help support
    our international work in fighting Internet hate propaganda through our
    membership in the International Network Against Cyber Hate (www.inach.net).
    Given the attacks on the Aboriginal community raised in the complaint,
    Richard is donating the bulk of the money to a memorial education fund for
    the children of Kelly Morrisseau, an Aboriginal woman whose 2006 murder in
    Gatineau Park, Quebec remains unsolved. Richard is already one of the
    backers of the reward fund established by the Assembly of First Nations in
    this case. For further information, see:

    1)
    www.ottawapolice.ca/en/serving_ottawa/major_crime/homicide_main.cfm?pm=true<www.ottawapolice.ca/en/serving_ottawa/major_crime/homicide_main.cfm?pm=true>“>http://onepeoplesproject.com/www.ottawapolice.ca/en/serving_ottawa/major_crime/homicide_main.cfm?pm=true>

    2)
    www.nwac-hq.org/en/documents/PressReleasereKellyMorrisseauPressConferenceatNAWSJune21-07.pdf<www.nwac-hq.org/en/documents/PressReleasereKellyMorrisseauPressConferenceatNAWSJune21-07.pdf>“>http://onepeoplesproject.com/www.nwac-hq.org/en/documents/PressReleasereKellyMorrisseauPressConferenceatNAWSJune21-07.pdf>

    http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,365611,00.html

     

    http://www.arabtimesonline.com/client/pagesdetails.asp?nid=18273&ccid=11

    JERUSALEM —  Israel decided on Wednesday to suspend plans to invade the Gaza Strip in order to give Egyptian-brokered truce efforts more time to succeed.

    The decision came despite a new spike in fighting with Palestinian militants. Hours earlier, an Israeli shell aimed at a group of Gaza militants slammed into a nearby house and decapitated a 6-year-old Palestinian girl

    Hey Big Brother, hands off our kids,

    our families,our religion, our politics, schools, property and our FOOD! (among other things!)

    Where’s the FREEDOM again?

    First they came for the home schoolers, and I wasn’t a home schooler, but I blogged about it anyway, then they came for the flds, and I blogged about that and did a radio show, and emailed officials and signed petitions, now they are coming for dairy farmers, and I don’t own a cow and buy milk at the store….

    See, people out there, how the Ubiquitous ‘THEY’ , whom I call Big Brother -are trying to chip away at what we should decide is OK and not OK- how our children get educated, what family situation we live in-possibly even religion, and now they come after, of all things, milk? Here we have California, Maryland , PA and Canada , and there are probably more cases of Big Brother ‘cracking down’ on Self Sufficiency or Alternative Living. Have a way of life that is ‘off the grid’, and they will come after you, whether it is home school, religion/family structure/number of children, political beliefs * and now milk.

    So, no one is coming after the people who feed their kids from 7-11 and let them watch MTV and play with the crack rocks on their mama’s coffee table. Nah, that stuff is OK, government is cool with that- in fact lots of times, government pays THEM to live in such a way. But home schoolers, Mormons and Dairy Farmers? Off with their heads!

    Red Queen to Alice : “thou shalt not home school or I will report you to CPS, thou shalt not be a fundamentalist Mormon or we’ll take your kids, though shalt not have a cow and feed your children from it, blah blah blah, Big Government knows best, Alice. Now, shouldn’t you be watching Oprah right now? Or buying something from China on your credit card?  Run along or I will report you for asking questions!  ”

    http://www.scrippsnews.com/node/33708

    The dairies say the state’s new bacteria limit devalues their products and could force them out of business. Many consumers– there are about 40,000 statewide– like the “helpful” bacteria in raw milk, saying it aids digestion and keeps sickness away.

    “Basically, if we implement what the state has passed, you won’t see raw milk in California anymore,” Florez said.

    “sorry Elsie, they have imposed so many regulations on dairy farmers, mama said I have to go sell you”

    http://marketplace.publicradio.org/display/web/2008/06/10/raw_milk

    Audio file :

    http://download.publicradio.org/podcast/marketplace/pm/2008/06/10/marketplace_cast1_20080610_64.mp3

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    (sound familiar much?) Swat Team-like Raids?

    He was one of the Mennonite farmers who produced raw milk and other products and sold them directly to friends. Then came a raid by state officials.

    WND reported earlier when Nolt, a Mt. Holly Springs farmer, was fined $4,000 by the state for dealing in raw milk in violation of the state’s bureaucracy that demands he hold a permit to sell his natural products.

    WND also reported earlier on the SWAT team-like raid on Nolt’s farm, the government’s confiscation of tens of thousands of dollars worth of his products as well as pieces of machinery he used for his milk handling and sales.

    She said the first raid on Nolt’s farm was Aug. 10, 2007, when the state Department of Agriculture seized more than $25,000 worth of product, packaging equipment and supplies.

    “In the second raid, (April 25), the agents descended on the quiet farm, ‘like Vikings,’ according to Mark, in six police cars and at least five unmarked cars, presumably belonging to PDA officials. The agents were personally led by Bill Chirdon, director of PDA’s Bureau of Food Safety and Laboratory Services.

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    Canada: TORONTO — A farmer’s fight to produce raw milk will continue today in a Newmarket court.

    Michael Schmidt will argue that the evidence against him is inadmissible because it was based on a faulty search warrant.

    The raw milk war began in November, 2006 when health officials raided Schmidt’s Grey-Bruce County farm.

    http://toronto.ctv.ca/servlet/an/local/CTVNews/20080604/Rawmilk_trial_080604/20080604/?hub=TorontoNewHome

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    If you aren’t already incensed and disgusted enough…Canada: Government takes kids because of political beliefs.

    **http://www.canada.com/cityguides/winnipeg/info/story.html?id=d9f6d50d-6882-4756-80fd-55c57fccef3e

    The woman is a loving mother who is dedicated to getting her children back, Paul Fromm, executive director of the Canadian Association for Free Expression, said Monday.

    A seven-year-old girl and two-year-old boy were seized by Manitoba Child and Family Services –

    “They seem like well-adjusted, normal people,” Fromm said.

    “I think if children are being sexually molested or starved (by their parents), that’s wrong and the state has a right to look at that. But because the parents have unusual or non-mainstream beliefs, shouldn’t put them at risk.”

    The mother of the children is named in the CFS application as unfit to parent, based on her relationship with her husband.

    “In my view, the state should be held to the absolute strictest proof before they take the child from the parents,” said Fromm.

    “Their views might be a little different or they’re off the mainstream, but that’s horrific . . . absent physical abuse of the children, the parents have the right to have their beliefs and raise their children according to those beliefs.”

    Accident-

    When you see one who once long hated you, still does-
    and only helps you out of legal obligation 

     quid pro quo-
    not of goodness, or swelling heart.

    now in torment themselves- broken

    injured, sick, staph infected,weak..

    bones removed,

     though he can still make a fist.
    Is it my mercy that makes him now  meek?  Which is truth, which part?

    I never fought back with cast iron pan-

    but  baked him cakes with marzipan.

    So-is my help kindness or guilt?

    To those who would throw stones:

    I say ” aim for the head”-it is quicker

    though no matter how tall,

    the small always aim for the heart.
    Is it is true charity or will I not admit
    something darker?

    Is seeing him suffer its own reward?
    and if it is and he can tell-
    Then…How is it

    I am the only one now trusted?

    the only one they will deal with

    in this abject, humiliating state?

    Does it mean that they are so hated

    and perhaps deservingly so-
    that no one else can or will help them,

    that they don’t trust even their  ‘friends’?

    What history will not forgive, it will transcend.

    Was it because
    his definition/behavior of real ‘hate’
    was more constant, sharper ,and narrower

    than mine ever was?

    Could it be..

    He loves the world and all it contains

     food, money, power

    – hates only me?

    So I cut up his food, drive him, and make up his bed

    put aside the fact he wishes I were dead.

    There’s no resentment in my face-

     a  blood bond brings monastic grace.

    Perhaps all of these things are true.

    I don’t need reasons or reward

    that don’t matter anymore.

    They still ask why.
    I helped him because I chose to.

    Because it was right.

    Because  I pitied him then.

     because he is my child’s father- 

    it was all that was left

    that I could do.

    That was reason enough.

    (links now active, for some reason when I use firefox to post links, they don’t show up as ‘live’)

    Wanted to share with you a site I found the other day . Of course it isn’t  as good as actually holding a book in your hand, but perhaps one can peruse the PDF version before purchase, or print the pictures and/or story for home school , or even simple coloring/painting or a rainy day? I know we have a lot of creative people.

    To download these: I did not have luck downloading these the traditional way , right click and save, I had to right-click, open in new tab or  new window To save to your computer  to have access to it without having to go to  the site and download afresh, go to the tool bar in whatever PDF reader you have, I think FF has it’s own as it opened in the browser, and click on the little icon that looks like a floppy disk-to the right of the little typewriter icon, that will save it to your computer. If you hover the mouse over the different options, it should say ‘save.  Enjoy.

    Hans Christian Andersen

    http://lcweb2.loc.gov/service/rbc/rbc0001/2003/2003juv62887/2003juv62887.pdf

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    The Secret Garden -Burnett

    http://lcweb2.loc.gov/service/rbc/rbc0001/2002/2002juv21580/2002juv21580.pdf

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    Click to access 2003juv17556.pdf

    Picture from ‘My first little German Book’. Illustrations are very nice, traditional.

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    Both above images from ‘The Children’s Object Book’

    Click to access 2003juv48867.pdf

    Illustration from The Pied Piper of Hamlin.

    There might be a thing or two for more mature readers there as well-

    http://lcweb2.loc.gov/service/rbc/rbc0001/2003/2003gen37813/2003gen37813.pdf

    The Raven,  Edgar Allan Poe 1884, illustrations by Gustave Dore-

    Some of Dore’s other work can also be seen in this video, set to the music of  Vangelis/Jon Anderson

     

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    Uncle Tom’s Cabin

    http://lcweb2.loc.gov/service/rbc/rbc0001/2003/2003juv23094/2003juv23094.pdf

     

    Get more complete rare (and complete, not excerpts) online books at

    http://www.loc.gov/rr/rarebook/digitalcoll/digitalcoll-children.html

    Check out this disgusting crap I got in my email.

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    Oh and if you want to sign a petition to impeach that horrible judge  re FLDS case for all the suffering she caused those families, LACK of judgment  and also the sheer cost of it, go here, you can sign it and check a box to have your entry appear anonymously. You can also write your own little  diatribe if you wish on the form. I’m # 143 It appears it is almost up to 500

    http://www.gopetition.com/online/19682.html

     From a blog: http://blog.thecurseof1920.com/?p=77

    The initial raid on the YFZ Ranch had a Texas-size price tag of $5.3 million, plus $2.2 million for the local courts, and they anticipated $1.7 million a month for the children’s “care.” Of course the state of Texas then began to count their pennies, trying to figure out where they were going to get the $30 million needed to pay for this debacle for this next year. Ingenious solution: the state Senate finance panel suggested they take the money from the FLDS. Let’s see, you take their children by armed force under a bogus pretext; you lie to the families on repeated occasions and threaten them; you separate and disburse their children throughout this vast state; you set up court proceedings that have been determined to be not only legally and factually inept, but were also impossible to conduct; and now to pay for this insidious injustice you brought against them, you take their homes, property, and finances. Waco was a lot simpler.Texas and CPS, you will deserve every single lawsuit for civil rights violations that are filed against you. You intolerantly raped these peace-loving people in every way, and would have done even more if you could have, and you deserve whatever legal retribution you will receive from this.”

     

     

    A black teacher had her kindergarten class vote a White child who is labeled ‘special needs’ out of her class. I put that in quotes because most young boys are very energetic and distracted, and I take issue with the whole ZOG labeling machine for children AND adults. They create made-up words that make something ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’ ,then apply that to normal things we all do naturally that make sense, like not liking to be around people who do f8cked up things. Making up these words in order to cow people into not stating the Truth about Reality is the wrong and bad thing. What ‘special’ name could we come up with to describe this teacher’s Intolerance and Prejudice? The website actually frames it as if this was the kids’ idea. I think she just couldn’t handle the kid anymore, and didn’t have theahem, ‘resources’ to cope, hence this debacle. I really like what the very articulate mother said in the video- “This isn’t ‘Survivor’ , you don’t vote a kid out of the classroom”. Of course the media spun it to shift the blame and responsibility off the teacher to make it look like it was the kindergartners’ idea. Jeeze Louise.

    http://www.breitbart.tv/?p=103693

    Not to forget the bigger picture that in a better society, we wouldn’t be spending money on illegal-alien anchor-baby education, free lunches and health care, and this child would prob have his very own teacher or be able to work in a smaller group with an undoubtedly White teacher highly trained to deal with his issues rather than a whatever-this-Wendy-character is.There would be a much higher overall investment in our children. Investing in the multicult is like leaving stacks of money on the balcony on a windy day and hoping it doesn’t all blow away. Or worse, setting that money on fire before walking away.

    The horrible thing is with this kind of case, is that usually in White children, again, this boy and his problems, somewhat evident in the video though possibly made worse by a hostile school environs- is that he is the exception-and deserves to get special care, his parents probably paying huge bucks into the system to live in a place

    https://silentconsort.com/2008/08/18/blame-thewhitevictim-7-yr-old-boy-gets-skull-fracture-at-oakland-elementary-school/

    where  ‘ADD/impulse control problems’  is usually the rule, blame whatever factors you want- bad breakfasts, no daddy, crack mamas- but oh yes, the problem is ‘society’s’ and the answer is programs. . If you have ever had the displeasure of visiting a minority White school, the first thing you will notice is the volume level, screeching and general constant jumping around. Are all of them special -needs or is that how they come from the factory?

    Update
    http://www.abajournal.com/news/mom_c…_autistic_son/

    Update: A Florida woman is considering a lawsuit after a teacher allowed students to take a vote on whether her misbehaving autistic son should remain in class.
    Melissa Barton said the teacher made her 5-year-old son, Alex, stand in the front of her classroom after he returned from the principal’s office, the Sun-Sentinel reports. Each classmate was allowed to say what they disliked about Alex and then the class was told to vote on whether he should remain. The school is in Port St. Lucie.
    Alex lost the vote 14 to 2. He is in the process of being diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, a type of high-functioning autism.
    Alex has not been back to school since the incident, and he starts screaming when his mother takes him with her to drop off his siblings at school. The other night, Barton said, he kept repeating “I’m not special” over and over.
    A police spokesman said no criminal charges will be filed in the matter.
    Since initial reports of the incident, the school district has reassigned the teacher and Barton has received hundreds of supportive e-mails, ABAJournal.com notes in an update on the story. She also received a call from Phil McGraw, who asked her to appear on Dr. Phil, and from the Florida Attorney General’s Office of Civil Rights, reports TCPalm. __________________

    I hope this kid’s mom sues.

    You suck, Wendy. I hope you have to go to ‘Tolerance Training’. Seems pretty hateful what YOU did.

     70’s

    Tanforan MallNew and Unimproved

    Hell Mall

     

    They graze,

    material appetites to sate

    and once-over the mama gringa with White-Flesh-Hate

     

     Striped hair wannabe celebrities ,

    fake cholo-ghetto baggy pants’d boys with no identity.

    Headless mannequins flaunt fabrics

    cheaply made, unmatching, piecemeal.

    Roths-Teen-TV anorexicwear

    that caters to the UnReal. 

    Tables of Junk stacked on display.

     Stuffed animals. Pokemon. Disney. Anime.

      

    Loud  arguing, calling, negotiating 

    about which brightly-colored, shiny,  Piece of Crap to purchase next-

    about which disgusting food court thing the group should injest.

     

      Vacant-eyed foreign faces stare,

      obesely jostle, push under harsh fluorescent glare

          thick mouths smack in predatory mastication,

    All oblivious to my vexation.

     

        Endless rise and fall of hypnotic chainsaw border-babble-

    The size and shape yet without  the grace of elephants,

    They move amidst wails of their ignored  infants-

    “excuse me” to ill  effect amongst the rabble

     

    I mind my own business,

    past the Plasticine decor, and hold my breath

    against the hoardes and sweat  and debt.

     The mirror  the only thing that reflects

         crying,talktalktalk, yapyapyap  constant need,

            want, phone, get , get, get

         can’t find the escalator or

         Door to freedom yet.

                  Scent of fake butter and unknown meat.

         Here all is bitter, nothing sweet.

         Cacophony the order of the day

         I grind my teeth in their sway.

    Vague hot slow panic starts like a piston.

     

    Must find a way out of this system.

    I only wished to fulfill my task, and  disappear from the din,

    the lights, jangly  urban muzak beats piped in.

    Hurts to even try to hear myself think.

    A/C dryness makes me want a drink.

     ‘I AM, I SHOP, I EAT, I STEAL, I BUY, I TALK, I SCREW.I CONSUME and

    REPRODUCE, THAT’S ALL I DO!”

    Could They Stop the yammering and exist in space?

    WIthout all this in Our face?

       

    Wallowing herds approach, identifiable  by sex, not Race.

    Morass of noise, yips, whistles and shouts- I speed my pace.

    De-Evolution at it’s dumbly lumbering, somnambulant best.

    they know I’m thinking this of course and take offense.

     

    You say I hate you as you are killing me,

    yet you dare to look  accusingly

    My contact lenses 

     washed by silent tears.

    I buy a homeless White man an imported beer.

    When everything before is gone,

    comes a kind of  liberation-

     and absence of fear.

     

    update : count of children is higher than 416- http://gosanangelo.com/news/2008/apr/22/judge-urges-case-by-case-considerations-new-more/

     

    by Mia

    …all totalitarianisms try to control sex and reproduction one way or another..the regime is busily exterminating nuns, Baptists, Quakers and so forth in the same way the Bolsheviks exterminated the Mensheviks…the free choice of a loved one — when denied by a regime or a culture — is going to happen anyway… I would like to congratulate the students, parents and teachers who have supported the use of my book in Advanced Placement courses. They have aligned themselves against the censors, book-banners and book-burners throughout the ages and have stood up for open discussion and a free expression of opinion — which, last time I looked, was still the American way, though that way is under pressure. –

    Thus spake Margaret Atwood, writer of  The Handmaid’s Tale–  a novel set in a dystopian future, described as ‘feminist literature’, outlining the results of what many would be perceive to be ”Patriarchy Gone Wild’. However, beyond a  natural male/female dynamic that has been all but driven underground and repressed- lies the idea of the Totalitarian State. Big Brother. Is it here already , Margaret?

    http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/1613902/posts

    FLDS: Government Hate Crime Victims

     

    ~~~~Mothers who brought babies and young children onto their own cots to cuddle and comfort were told to put them back in cribs, the women said. http://blogs.sltrib.com/plurallife/

    The women said they learned from their attorneys yesterday that Walther had relented and asked CPS to let nursing mothers remain with their children. Velvet woke at 2 a.m. Thursday and began making a list of women who were breast-feeding. She gave the list to a lead CPS worker ”so she would know which children could stay with their mothers.”

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                                Like many people watching the news and trying to make sense of what I hear- from a perspective not that of the mainstream myself, I was still astonished at the speed and efficiency of which the raids on this ranch/homes were conducted. Having heard that  in all likelihood was no ‘Sarah’, a troubled teen* living under the albeit fictionalized oppressive thumb of the FLDS , a teen who allegedly asked for help in order to escape- I can only come to some conclusions regarding why, during a time of war, illegal invasion and the dollar’s decline, it is important to expend so much time , money and energy conducting a modern-day witch hunt upon fundamentalist Mormons.

    In general, people only work with what they are given, operating from a standard of “Well, what do the pundits say? The CNN anchorperson said X, it must be true, they must be right, because they are the bestowers of Truth as We Know it . Thes epeople are a cult, they’r esick, they’r emolesters, they’re this, they’re that “. Don’t trust TV. Think for yourself. Go deeper. Like the windows explorer, keep hitting the little folder with the ‘up’ arrow to take it to the next level.

    Are the the reasons  for this raid  what the TV says they are- have nothing to do with this alleged call. Now they are saying the call was most likely a hoax, “but there are girls there that fit the description”, so that makes it OK. I suppose if I call up saying I am a 14 year old in the ghetto and my mom is on crack and leaves every night to turn tricks while I care for the other younger siblings, that there would be a ull on swat-team raid on Hunter’s Point, San Francisco. Yeah, as if.  The colonies of future inmates and criminals- that is ok because thyey are  not a ‘cult’ , right?  The underprivileged, society’s unfortunates ‘the poor will alway be with us’ , it is ‘our fault’ -We have cultivated ghettos- created  ‘baby’s daddies’  to all yet fathers to none- the state became father- They are not taking care of each other and supporting themselves, raising secure, nonvicious children like (F)LDS. No, these uually humongous, unctuous lycra-clothed mamas- they doexactly what they are supposed to do- living off the government while breeding litters that will go into foster care- with a criminal career before prison costs us even more . In the eyes of those who would destroy a nation, and become the New Whites these ghetto-dwellers are doing their part, ‘making a difference’. Taking a wrecking ball to the acropolis would also be ‘making a difference.’ How I loathe that phrase, for it assumes difference/change/diversity is oh-so-wonderful.  

     I could say I was in the mountains of Appalachia,  had no shoes, and my mother was lying drunk in the railroad car we live in, and it wasn’t just me, everyone else was as bad off. What is the difference between one group of similar people living together in close quarters and another? If the premise is ‘Children are in danger,! We must do something! Best interest of the child! (according to whom?)” then why do they not raid and kidnap all these other kids? Oh that’s right- in those situations they have to fight to keep the kids with their mama’s because the last thing they want is to add to the legions of  the unadoptable. 

    Of course the mainstream media will write  about their oppression, which causes neglect- always money is to blame and education/programs the way out; EternalWhite Guilt provacation. We pay reparations not only in welfare, projects, and prisons- but in the endless array of ‘helper programs’ that do not help. At the same time, they will describe the products of these murder breeding colonies as ‘lively, independent, friendly, etc’  the same way an apartments are decribed as ‘cozy’= small, ‘character’= paint peeling – As if, oh, these ghetto kids doomed to crime are just diamonds in the rough.  These ‘communities’ are not organized- these streets of decay and violence. They are not raising Spartans in the projects. http://www.mnsu.edu/emuseum/prehistory/aegean/culture/spartaculture.html

    No one has any great adjectives for the children of the FLDS- because they have no need for apologetic language to cover up what they really are.  Rather than point out the obvious about what these children do not suffer from, how they are not smothering or bashing their siblings heads in, or giving other children skull fractures at school ( see my post on Zachary Cataldo)  they say FLDS kids are abused, neglected and deprived of mainstream America, and of course  blame and try and make the parents look evil.  Books like ‘Daddy’s Roomate’ or  ‘The Day daddy moved Out’ or  ‘Judy has two mommies’ and a ‘donor daddy’ – that is just fine and dandy- taught in school as part of Gay/Non-Nuclear familiy acceptance- but 2 or more mommies is not OK if the mommies are not gay, and the father is on the scene.

     Even Madonna and Angelina, with all their white-guilt/hollywood attention accessory children will not be adopting from the ghetto. No, there will be no raids in San Francisco, the sanctuary city for illegals. There will not be, because the government  is not  worried about them, as was evidenced by ghettos, barrios/Katrina, but we are supposed to believe that what amounts to child kidnapping in Texas resulted from only  a phone call. We are supposed to believe none of this was planned , it all just sort of happened that week. As I said, don’t believe the TV. Sure it is possible that it could have happened like that, and the government certainly has the resources, but why SHOULD you believe it happened as they told you, just because it is THEY who told you?  This is not really a case of “What about the children?” I can hear in my head the predictable pap regurgitated down the gullets of college youth, who will parrot back in response:

    ” Yes teacher ,it is all about the systems  and culture of oppression of women and children, even when it really isn’t them making the  call for help. We must take a stand against abuse! We must rescue children from clean-living, well-taken-care of circumstances. We must stop them from wearing feminine Little-House-on-the-Prairie clothing. It’s really about ‘gender inequities That’s what it’s really about. It’s about inequality. It’s about ‘social justice ,it’s about freeing the cheeldrrun from the oppressive ranch. Yes, they need to be in foster homes, away from their real mother(s), where they can eat Cheeto’s and watch MTV and American Idolatry. They need to be assimilated into society. We need to rescue the kids and the mothers! We could give them a choice, come with the kids and leave? We could set up shelters for them, and get them new clothes from the white liberal ladies auxillary ‘Ruth’s Closet’, then we could set them up with some job training.  They can sew, can’t they?  They could start their own sweatshop business, then they would feel empowered – then they could their kids into school and maybe qualify for some kind of government aid through the ‘from ranch to work’  program ”

    The White Male (and his family) is dead! Long Live The State!

    These groups have been around a long time, the official split from LDS happened in the 1930’s but they were living the same way long before that. They actually were the original LDS. So, this leads me to ponder.. what criteria have they only now met to warrant these raids, the taking away of children from their parents? Are they being made an example, as in ‘Don’t think you can get away with existing outside the mainstream, we will get you eventually.’ Or like the new CA homeschooling proposition requiring parents to have a teaching credential, is it Big Brother looking towards the future and seeing a threat down the road? Is it trying to STOP something or PREVENT something? Is it a coincidence a man with an LDS background ran for president and now this? About now I will be accused of having a tin-foil hat, there is no conspiracy, that depriving parents of their rights, from schooling to even be parents of their children is OK and normal if the state thinks you don’t fit in.  This is not a yellow brick road, but red.

    Things aren’t exactly going swimmingly in America these days, in case you haven’t noticed. We are entrenched in a war with Iraq, the dollar is sinking, illegals are invading, causing hospitals to close and over-taxing social programs, property values are falling, banks are in trouble, kids are failing high school exit exams, weird diseases we thought were a thing of the past are coming back, like multi drug resistant TB- there seems no end to the drive-by shootings that pepper the streets of the inner city -the list goes on and on. How do we respond to this? Do we become more afraid, in the shadow of Big Brother flexing his muscle upon these people? Do we conform and become ever-quieter? In the words of the vilified FLDS, do we ‘keep sweet’ and take it?

    First they came for the home schoolers, and I did not speak, because I was not a home schooler- then they came for the FLDS…

    Four Hundred and Sixteen+ Children Taken

    Some  nationalists may  sympathize with the plight of FLDS, as we too feel we have been robbed of our own children’s future, if not their present as these the count is up to 460 +something- children have been . Freedom of association, the freedom to live with whom we wish, live as we wish, to accept or reject the mainstream, to practice whatever religion we wish. We see the loss of their children/women akin to our own- a direct and symbolic distillation of the loss we feel in losing our country and what it once stood for- freedom to believe as we wish, harming no one and raising our children the way we see fit, without government regulation and interference.

    We see your loss not unlike suffering from a terminal illness that we are all sick with.  How does it hurt us? Let me count the ways:  It hurts us physically by  putting us under threat of violence and hurting the income earning potential of the head of households, by illegals sucking up blue collar construction and white-collar  being outsourced, mom and pop stores being shut down by big-box competition. More people that should not even be here creating more pollution, noise, garbage, and illnesses we thought were long eradicated. It hurts us mentally, the stress of having to live around  people who have no concept of  quiet and privacy, of indoor and outdoor life , thinking disturbing others constantly is  just the ‘thing to do’, and ‘hey, tolerate me or you suck, you’re a hater.’  It hurts us  in every way possible- it is hurting us ALL, not only the FLDS, they are just an easy target to go after directly.

    Having to assimilate to those invading US hurts our collective soul, makes  us sick, depressed, breaks our heart- that the things that caused us to once develop new cures, create works of art, inventions, architecture- is being killed off- how do we find those things within ourselves to share with the world, when we have had the equivalent of a racial root canal-the living pulp scraped out and covered over with  a crown of pretend patriotism, suicidal tolerance,  and obsessive/compulsive adherence to this made-up new bible called Political Correctness?

    Pulling Equal out of a Hat:

    We watch not only our freedoms fall away, like the hair of a chemo patient- but we also are watching our possibilities of choice fall away- even if we play the game, pay our taxes, have a small amount of kids, spend every free moment earning and buying ,even the chance to do that has been usurped by  untrammeled immigration and minority quotas regardless of merit, laws that try to be ‘fair’ but in actuality don’t really help anyone, just by making things look ‘equal’ – looking isn’t being. Just because someone says ., “Ok, I’ve waved my magic wand, now We , the Bestowers of Equal, have fixed it”, does not make it so. Yet they do their best to force us all together , hoping some of our run-off will help those further down. One presidential candidate, one talk-show host, these figureheads of ‘equality’ do not equal make.

    The ‘magic’ method of equality-believers has failed miserably. The Equality Spell hasn’t truly helped those still ‘left behind’ , and has hurt (whites) us, who at least at one time, were the ones at the helm of this ship we call America. Big Brother does whatever it wants and calls it neat-o feel-good names in hopes that average people will also want to feel noble and good, whether the results work or make things worse. Has our lack of border control helped us? No, that’s bad tolerance, yet we go after FLDS with a vengeance , as if they are causing us problems en masse, which they are not. Will Big Brother now take away their community land, build condos and then call the evicted FLDS ‘terrorists’ when they are unhappy with the new deal?

    This group had won the ‘opt-out’ game and is being punished and made an example for it. Big Brother is not worried about other groups besides various sections of Whites doing this- when it is those other groups living in little ghetto-y clusters, they are usually entirely dependent upon the government, which is obviously OK with Big Brother. I’m pretty sure none of these other groups who have the unwed, young mothers, drug dealing, prostitution, men having many kids they don’t take care of and so on- they know those groups for whatever reasons don’t have any kind of collective ability to to build anything of substance of tehir own-they can only swim by the big shark and hope little bits of plankton fall out of the sharks mouth. It is highly unlikely Manuel Pablo Enrico Vargas, an anchor baby will run for President here anytime soon. The ‘token minority’ presidential candidate, he was not from ex-slave class, White Guilt-provoking, chip on shoulder, malapropism-using, prison, drugs, guns, ghetto-dwelling, no-daddy-knowing background. That said, I am still disappointed Romney supports ‘100 year in Iraq ‘ McCain.

    This despicable nightmare which the parents in FLDS are suffering through are victims of hate, this is related to what I wrote about a couple months ago re Hoarding Whiteness and homeschooling out here in CA, how the state is trying to  require parents to have the equivalent of a teaching certificate to educate their children. Can’t keep that Whiteness on the ranch all by yourselves. Big brother will think you are building another Lebensborn. Can’t have all kind of White kids being born and raised by their mothers . O.M.G. That is dangerous. They must be stopped. https://silentconsort.wordpress.com/2008/03/12/homeschooling-fight-thou-must-share-whiteness/

    This is happening in America, the place that is supposed to be all about ‘tolerance’ and acceptance of differences- celebrate diversity no less. Well, this despicable nightmare in which the parents and children in FLDS are suffering is as hateful and intolerant as it gets, hence government Hate and Hypocrisy. Obviously , most of us were not raised on an FLDS ranch with more than one mother, Mormon or otherwise, but that is not the point. One doesn’t have to approve or condone of their religion or way of life to see that these people were not harming anyone and it is just plain wrong to come in and take their children away. They did not come in and ask the women and kids if they wanted to go, if they were being held against their will, if they felt oppressed or miserable or abused. This is not about choice, get it?

    In the case of the FLDS, it is now the sickness of mourning – separation from those we love, the pain of knowing we can never go back or fit in without sacrificing what we believe inside, the tears and ache of longing to  live closely with whom we love in the way we wish to when the system sets it up to be nigh-impossible, and any chance or inroad one does make  gets stripped away. If one says the wrong things, believes the wrong things, or as the 80’s self help book admonished , ‘loves too much’- we lose it all, and can love no one. Don’t tell me who we can love, who we do love, how many kids I/he can have, who we should live with ,where we can live and what that should ‘look like’, what religion is or is not acceptable, how kids should learn and with whom they should play.

    You are not my family , Big Brother Commie-Feminist-Multi-Culti-Pseudogod. GET OFF MY LAWN! LEAVE US ALONE.

    The more they vilify us and kick us, hoping to keep us down if not by the amount of lithium in our drinking water , the droning salve of TV, liturgical rants of the pundits about terror, corporate greed, enforced multi-culti at any price agenda- the MORE  hate and separatism that breeds, not less. We LIKE being who we are, we don’t want to be racially, culturally, religiously, scholastically, mentally, and spiritually castrated, though they are trying to do their best to achieve this, sending our young men to die, taking a whole crop of young White kids out of the FLDS community to do gawd-knows-what with. Do they plan on recruiting them for the permanent war fixture in the middle east that we all know isn’t ‘just’ 100 years, but forever? Going to try and turn them into the next prepubescent TV teen queens and pretty wussy boys? I’m praying not. I’m hoping the Texas DHS will get class-action sued over what looks to me what can only have been a set-up. FLDS  should turn this back on them if they have the means.

    The things we grew up believing about this country are constantly being undermined and chipped away. We are grateful we may still have our family or at least our children, if they have not already been absorbed by the lure/lore that is the mighty machine of  government/media/indoctrination.

     We don’t lose our children by government raids, we lose them insidiously, piece by piece by the systems that are set up that encourage them towards materialism, multiculturalism, television, loss of identity, religion, race, culture. We lose their future, as do they, and sadly , I do believe because of hose hell-bent on the destruction of Whites, we will lose not only the country, but all of the things that has made the entire world want what we have. We simply won’t have it anymore. ‘Land of the free..’should perhaps be marked with an * disclaimer that any and all ‘rights’ are subjects to change, regardless of constitution.

    We must ask ourselves, since it isn’t about the false pretexts they are using to destroy these people, what IS it really about? And why now? why them of all people, it isn’t like they are out there wrecking YOUR day-to-day life simply by existing, are they? Can one say that about other groups? White flight much? Watch it now, your hypocrisy is showing.

    Hate Crimes Against FLDS

    What this really boils down to is hate. People hate these American citizens for practicing their religion. People at Eldorado passed around hats with “ELDORADO: POLYGAMY CAPITAL OF TEXAS” on them.One person paraded around the entrance to the ranch in a grim reaper costume, and a song called “The Plural Girl Blues” has been written about the members in Eldorado. These things don’t just sound like hate to me, but hate crimes. http://tiny.cc/c8WQY

    Kyle Martin is correct. This truly is  real hate crime being perpetrated against the members of this particular branch of the FLDS. They are taking children away , separating mothers from infants- why? Are the children being burned with cigarettes, being put in microwaves, eating rocks of crack cocaine, being tossed out hi-rise housing project windows, being abandoned in dumpsters? No, they are not.

    http://captivefldschildren.org/Videos.php

    The government uses vague claims of ‘abuse’ and underage mothers as the pretext to destroy families and community.  As mentioned earlier, the same government doesn’t care about underage mothers in the ghetto, whose children are living under much worse conditions, no fathers to be found to provide for, care for and raise their children, who are much worse off than FLDS kids, who have many healthy, strong , drug-free and loving women to care for them. These children are being cared for by mothers who share an investment in the children, the ones who are not directly their own being half-siblings or perhaps something akin to nieces and nephews. Can the same  be said for the dual career yuppie couple, with all the toys, mortgage and SUV who are routinely featured on news stories having caught their nanny on secret cam letting their precious infants roll off sofas or being abused and neglected in various ways.

    http://www.wral.com/news/local/story/2561722/ Yuppie couples employ women such as these to care for their twin infants,so that they can work and have all the toys,clothes, etc that they think will be important for little unisexually named progeny #1 and 2, but that is OK, while having more than one actual mother, is not.

     

    HBO series Big Love depicts a family less like flds, more like Centennial Park
    HBO series ‘Big Love’ depicts a family less like flds, more like Centennial Park

     mothers children playing

     

     

     

     flds mothers, children in park

    FLDS are descendants of people who settled this country, they are citizens. Illegal aliens are breaking the law here, yet they are not separated from their children, let alone often not deported. No one is conducting raids in mexican neighborhoods, either worried about underage mothers rampantly breeding anchor babies without the benefit of marriage , or about their lack of citizenship, or under what conditions the children are living in- peple living 10- 15 to an apartment-young babies being cared for by 8 or 9 year old siblings, while the parents work crappy under the table jobs, or unofficial ‘day care’ homes, where none of the children get loving , personal attention- and collect food stamps and rent vouchers and have no qualms about running  to the ER every time there is a health problem for free care. Leaving young children under the supervision of other young children IS illegal, is it not?

     We find a multitude of horror stories on google news featuring either murderous or neglectful mothers and mostly live-in step-father. Is that kind of thing happening on the FLDS ranch? Not by a long shot. Are these children being starved or denied medical care or living in foul, unhealthful conditions? No, this is not true either. Are these mothers in FLDS headed out to ‘da cluub’ to meet a boyfriend and leaving children home alone, sometimes for days whilst they are on a drug bender? Not a chance. So what are they doing that is so horrible they must be punished and their families and larger community destroyed?

    That same question is being asked all over the blogosphere:

    “So, the question that needs answering, is why are these women are being kept from their children? What evidence is there they are unfit mothers, that they have abused their children? Texas doesn’t’t appear to have any such evidence. The only rational conclusion one can draw is that these women dress funny, they belong to an extremely unpopular religious movement, and they shun the modern cesspool we call American pop culture. So, since they are so powerless and unpopular Texas has seen fit to kidnap their children, hold them hostage and subject them to what likely is the most abusive environment yetthe ‘protective ‘care of the Texas Child Protective Services.”

    http://messengerandadvocate.wordpress.com/2008/04/14/texas-abuse-of-the-flds-children-and-mothers/

    We have already established it it is not underage marriages, horrible abusive conditions, it isn’t alcohol, drug or sexual abuse. So what is it that has made them a target? The above blogger has one thing especially correct- these people reject mainstream culture.

    Here are some of the reasons I believe have attracted the attention of Big Evil Government.

    1) Race (other groups live in non-traditional familial/marital arrangements and have rampant rates of underage childbearing, and no one conducts raids, but rather accepts it, and even apologizes for it citing ‘cultural and religious differences’. FLDS is White, therefore FLDS must be Evil, Bad and Wrong.

    2) Tax/Church status/ money/beliefs- FLDS cannot be said to be mainstream Judeo_Christian. Beliefs not truly in line with Mainstream Christianity. They do not wear crosses, I believe this is so for the new LDS church as well as FLDS, though because they include the name ‘Jesus’ in the title of their church- this gets by a lot of people. Whether you agree with their religious ideas or not, or simply do not care- the more one investigates the differences in belief, the more one can see that yes, their beliefs are not really exactly in line with MSC. Which the powers that be do not like. If you are not Judeo-Whatever, you are a threat. Especially if you have tax-exempt status and are not throwing in your .02 to support the war and foreign policy crap.

    3) Self-determination , free agency, self-sufficiency– While they may or may not accept help from the state/gov as far as welfare/food stamps, they have certainly created communities, housing, religious structures, etc. They live apart from the mainstream, and until this latest debacle, seem to have done well by it.

    4) Patriarchy- The system, though on the day to day level is kept functioning through vast networks of women, at the top are men. This would be one reason the globalist/new world order/feminists etc would be against this system, it is headed by exclusively White men.

    5) Overt Rejection of System: Homeschooling , rejection of traditional judeo-Christian beliefs/marriage arangements and unable to be absorbed by same, unable to fit into mainstream modern day LDS belief structure, whilst regular LDS struggles to discern whether Smith was correct in his beliefs and they are wrong in rejecting what they call ‘the principle’ or that if he was incorrect, then their entire foundation is built on ignoring that fact, and sweeping it conveniently under the rug- either way, FLDS gets shunted away to aunties, like an illegitimate child, though how they live is representative of the original, early LDS.

    6) Rejection of Consumerism/pop-culture– Rejects contact with pop culture brainwashing: MTV, Prozac, face piercing, skanky clothes,celebrity obsession, not appearance obsessed, no TV, magazines that promote all kinds of unhealthy things- hence they are not good consumers because the TV tells you what you lack and what you should buy and be.

    7) Marital Arrangements Unacceptable – So let me get this straight. Unwed ghetto teen mothers are OK, unwed teen illegals are OK, swingers are OK, politicians who pay hookers 5000 an hour are OK (well, they don’t have their children taken away) , serial relationships and/concurrent affairs are Ok, that other ‘poly’, polyamory is OK-even if all live together as if they are married and may or may not co-share/parent children is OK, gay marriage is Ok in at least a couple states, transgender parents are OK, adopting kids from other countries while being unmarried and/or polyamorous and/or gay is OK, but not FLDS.

    Tolerance and Diversity People say these is OK , even for any parenting arrangement, but not this .

    Do you see the Hypocrisy of ‘Tolerance’ ? Yeaahh, ‘tolerance’ is kind of a drag when it’s a one-way street. You tolerate me, or I sue or claim some kind of discrimination and get laws passed to make you tolerate me, and include me, but tolerate you? Not a chance.

    The Hypocrisy of ‘Tolerance’, kind of like :

    US/Mexico border fence- Israeli border Wall

    mexico borderisrael wall

    Sometimes ‘tolerance’ and ‘diversity ‘ is good , sometimes it’s not. Is that how it is?  ‘We’ the people, will be told what kind of ‘diversity’ is OK and an Officially Licensed Product, and which kinds are not. You are a ‘good guy’ if you agree with Big Brother, and a dangerous, subversive element if you don’t.

    8) Organization. A structure that not only includes all of the things America won’t abide in its Hypocritically- Correct belief system, but that owns land, properties, churches, businesses, infrastructure.

    FLDS Temple

    9) Religion. Not modern day judeo-Christian friendly.

    10) Threat – Possibly at least sympathetic to othes not on the Officially Approved as Acceptable American Political Belief System list.

    Mormons, Muslims forge close ties-They see in each other a religion viewed with suspicion in U.S. and share an emphasis on the family-“As the church grew into a global faith,” Green wrote in a 2001 essay, “its posture toward Islam became … more positive” until, today, “the two faiths have become associated in several ways, including Mormonism’s being called the Islam of America.”http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2008/04/13/MN0410197R.DTL&hw=mormons&sn=001&sc=1000

    Granted, not all FLDS may feel as this professor does, but this statement may be taken as some kind of a threat to approving of the never-ending war in Iraq, or the entire middle-east mess we have gotten ourselves into.

    BYU professor Noel Reynolds :

    “…there are many important elements of Mormon thought in which we feel closer to the followers of Muhammad than to the contemporary Christian culture in which we have been located since our beginning” (Reynolds quoted by Spencer Palmer, Mormons and Muslims

    http://blog.mrm.org/

    I am hoping writing about the hate crime by the US government against FLDS will bring more attention to the matter, and has helped the reader to explore other angles and explanations, get people to question and see the hypocrisy that is glaringly obvious in how the government operates and whom they select to take down.

     

    * caller now revealed to be Rosita Swinton, have another post about her in ‘world gone wrong’ category

    Sources:

    http://blogs.sltrib.com/plurallife/ covers poly life in Salt Lake city

    http://deseretnews.com/user/comments/1,5150,695239852,00.html

    http://texaspolygamy.blogspot.com/ Texas blog

    http://www.principlevoices.org/ site by women

    http://www.sltrib.com/ci_9054895

    http://polygamynow.blogspot.com/ modern-day

    http://pluralmarriageman.blogspot.com/2008/04/is-constitution-dead.html man asks: Is the constitution dead?

    http://166.70.44.68/multimedia/2007/0920jeffs/index.html Jeff’s trail slide show and narration

    http://www.nccg.org/ezion_geber/warning.html    Christian , not Mormon, similar beliefs

    http://www.cbc.ca/cp/world/080418/w0418112A.html Canada

    http://hughmcbryde.blogspot.com/

    http://messengerandadvocate.wordpress.com/2008/04/14/texas-abuse-of-the-flds-children-and-mothers/

    http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Atlantis/2430/CPM-HP-Index.html European site

    http://blogs.sltrib.com/plurallife/2007/08/flds-women-and-their-dresses.htm on clothing

           Many of you might find the perusal of this site interesting, if not for the content in and of itself, then  perhaps finding material to lob at enemies. I’m there just  for the sheer fun of finding that there are names for some very weird things, and finding words I  have never heard of.  For example, an uromastix sounds vaguely like something you might find in the office lavatory, but  it’s actually a spiky tailed , ground-dwelling lizard.

    How about ‘phoenicopter’ ?   Another name for flamingo.

    Bet you didn’t know there was a word for this: cavernous voice of a patient heard over a patient’s lung cavity

    There is! ‘caverniloquy  ‘ . You can thank me later, I know all this will be of great use to you.

          From site:       The Compendium lists over 400 of the rarest modern English words – in fact, ones that have been entirely absent from the Internet, including all online dictionaries, until now. By revealing the existence of these words online, I do not necessarily promote their revival, but I do encourage an appreciation of the flexibility of English vocabulary.

    http://phrontistery.info/index.html  or scroll down here  for the many category links they offer

    web hosts blog-  http://forthright.livejournal.com/friends/  , in snooping through the postings, I found this politico-video-blog site which  you may also find interesting-

    http://www.bloggingheads.tv/diavlogs/10077

     Well, enjoy.

    Brunneous Albicant, Admirer of Geeks/Nerds and other Oddballs.

    http://phrontistery.info/index.html

    Adjectives of Relation
    Bearing and Carrying
    Carriages and Chariots
    Causation and Formation
    Colour Terms
    Contour Lines
    Dance Styles
    Divination and Fortune-Telling
    Ecclesiastical Terms
    Fabric and Cloth
    Feeding and Eating
    Fighting and Combat
    Forms and Shapes
    Forms of Government
    Forms of Worship
    Forthright’s Forsoothery
    Grammatical Cases
    Isms
    Killers and Killing
    Latin Adverbs and Prepositions
    Love and Attraction
    Manias and Obsessions
    Names for Names
    Nautical Terms
    Phobias
    Pretenders and Dabblers
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    Words of Wisdom
    New List Ideas

    The dread headache comes and goes, I’m wondering if it is this CRT screen or a sinus infection . There’s a residual pain where the headache drove its flag, as on Everest. “How’s your head , Mom?” he says, stumbling around, hair askew, lanky, though his Adam’s apple has begun to recede to normal proportions and his face is clearing thanks to some mail-order zit-killer. I no longer see the face of his progenitor in his, not for years- one that was structurally sound, but because of being orphaned, abuse in foster care, drugs, alcohol, eventually twisted into something rabid, accompanied by surly overtly upright bouncing gait of the working-class disenfranchised . I’ve managed to see my own face in my sons, the Josef Kramer-esque heavy browed stop-sign face 50 % DNA softened, he is becoming a man and a new animal. I have faith his intelligence, ambition, sense of perfection , anti-drug conviction, and the love and guidance he has received from all of our extended family helping to take care of him, each of us ended up specializing in this or that aspect of his raising, I am hoping this will help him avoid the worst traits of his particular Y chromosome.

    These days , it’s not really hip to care about White Males, young or otherwise, unless they are in a box with an American flag draped over it, or killing Iraqis. The pendulum has swung and now it is not only considered undesirable to have your own kids, but to have a male child is not considered the big deal it once was- there’s no inheritance/land/title/power to hand down in many cases, there’s no family business so having another one of yourself of either gender, but especially male- is selfishly and uselessly redundant, while ‘luxury condos’ are not. You should be saving a female child in China from being aborted or left out to die in rice fields, or saving an African infant from genital mutilation and starvation. Giving birth to another White Male is ‘part of the problem’ to these Self-hate promoters of War, MTV, Meth Music, Rainbow EMO Fruity -Wuss Pebbles.

    Was it the 80’s or 90’s when the concern over female children’s self-esteem became popular ? Books like Ophelia’s Daughters first of off floor of Oprah’s set, then off bookstore shelves. Cannot remember much being said about boys self-esteem. During that era , boys were the problem. The complaints were that teachers call on boys more often and boys get to talk more .Boys were better at science and math and somehow that was a conspiracy and someone’s fault. Waitresses and service staff address men first and look at them , but not at women and that was a slight to women, or even a minority who happened to not get addressed first, or get looked at . I was trained while young not to look men directly in the eye/face, my father said that doing so is taken as an invitation, that it was making oneself vulnerable to them, and if I didn’t do it I’d be safer. Though I wasn’t sure what he meant and asked what he meant by an ‘invitation’ , I trusted him when he said “an invitation to hurt you”.One culture may think it is stuck up and anti-social or even ‘racist’ to not look someone in the face or stare into their eyes, another raises their daughters not to do so to protect them.

    There have been a few books about boys in recent years,some of which I have checked out since they were inevitably doomed to end up in the library throwaway/sale rack which I peruse frequently , and they did. Many were all about encouraging boys to be ..well, unboylike .Possibly these types of books did more harm than good- Some of these were basically manuals on how to encourage boys to be more like girls usually are. That’s like telling a dirt bike to be more like a cabriolet. The amount written for the masses about how males develop in a strong and healthy way is minuscule and irrelevant compared to the plethora of books encouraging Girl Power – and even that has creepily been co-opted by the myspace.TV/cartoon people, turning it into Girlz and Bratz, and Gurlz- sassy, skanky, Neo-Bratz Feminists. The idea being that Gurl Power can’t happen if boys are masculine, if boys have power. Oh, and the logical fallacy that Gurlz never had power before books and TV and feminism. That Gurlz can only be ‘anything they want, whee!’ when boys get out of the way and shut up. Then Gurlz get older, and whine about men who don’t want to grow up and be Men, when the BoyZ are now being told that it is great to be a teenager forever, and playing video games, skateboarding and wearing ones pants, wigger-style around ones knees is the thing to do. Boys can’t have anything for themselves anymore, if they do, it is being mean and sexist, and probably exploiting or oppressing someone in the process.

    I happen to believe that although men do learn lots of things through women, they then share this with other men, SANS women, and thereby teach each other. Like water going through a charcoal filter. Whenever anyone these days speaks about men teaching other men, out come the Socrates and little boys, and stag films, and girlie clubs, as if that pretty much says it all. Well, no, there was that whole feminist/jobs/glass ceiling/secret work cadres. Men could have nothing of their own, especially Evil White Men. Anything where White People are gathering is Certainly Plotting Something Wicked. Maybe that is why they are ditching all these perfectly good books at the libraries, perfectly good readers that I was brought up on, stories, fairy tales- all kaput, except for my growing collection that is. Back to the tree house, the logical fallacy that, if women aren’t there , among the Bohemians in the Grove, that means they are ‘forced back to the kitchens’ . Can’t we let the boys have something to call their own? Men can’t take what we give them and hash it out among themselves if we never let them. They love us because we are not them, not in spite of the fact. Get it? That lame stuff some men say about wanting a buddy they can screw, that is part of their new castrati mental status, which is much worse off than ancient Greece or stag clubs.

    I try to test my anti-buddy stance, to see if it is ‘not you, but me’ , that something is indeed wrong with me because I do not wish to be a ‘buddy’, perhaps cannot be a ‘buddy’. Like the practice of calling ones parents by their first names,it creeps me out. This kind of nonsense is another branch of the equality tree, which continues to drop more logical fallacy fruit. If you don’t have an egalitarian relationship, it’s bad. Men are not men, parents are not parents. white is not white, we are all just whatever we invent ourselves to be, and we can cast off the oppressive mantel of our unfortunate birth and fly free. When I was a kid and watched Sesame Street and heard those annoying puppets singing about “you can be anything you want, la de da”, I knew it was crap . I knew I was never going to be an astronaut or a bounty hunter or a basketball player or an astrophysicist . OK so maybe I didn’t know what bounty hunters or astrophysicists were then, but I knew certain facts. I couldn’t be a boy, a daddy or a man, a cowboy, a fireman, a policeman, etc., and I didn’t want to be anyway, even if there were firepersons or police persons or cow persons. John Wayne is cool, Jane Wayne is butch.

    So, I do my best to undo whatever school and TV tries to do, we play the game of recognizing BS in mass media, everything from TV to magazines to custom license plates, we look at , examine for signs of poop culture , and dispense with. They are getting so good at seeing this stuff they now point it out to me. So check it out, Reality Deniers, we’ve got your number. Every day I work with not only my own kids but others as well , to get them to see the difference between Real and B.S. in daily life. That is a much stronger concept to teach than ‘this certain thing is a lie, that certain thing doesn’t make sense’. Critical thinking skills will destroy the whole White Male Guilt Trip Industry.

    So I talk to my son about how he is part of a doubly unprotected group, that of the White Male, and even worse, the Intelligent White Male, privileged Grey matter , as it were . We talk about all these catch phrases like ‘level playing field’ and ‘equality’ and ‘justice’ and ‘hate’. I teach both my boys about aggression and self-control, and that not all aggression is a bad thing. Niceness isn’t required and in others it is only a skill. Niceness does not equal Goodness. I teach them that contrary to the movies on the Ovulation Channel, the opposite of being a violent, crazed assh*le is not being an emo-f*g. You can be masculine and not be a psycho or a posturing jock. In fact being masculine will help you NOT to be a psycho, contrary to what pop crapture would have one believe. I teach them to be confident and about freedom, and not the kind of freedom that the corrupt govt is trying to get them to believe in so they can die. The kind of freedom to go after what they want , and if that measn work, or school or business, whatever it is, but I certainly warn them about the forces working against them, and how the new system will try and make them feel bad about themselves and guilt trip them endlessly, because they are White Males.

    What words actually mean and how they have been co-opted by the Marxian/Fasco-Liberal/ Equality-Enforcers, and how pretend equality is just that. Pretend, bestowed equality isn’t even, as a crazy friend of my parents who followed EST guru Werner Erhard would say ‘ a value judgment’ . This or that group is not inherently bad because they have not caught-up- we have to recognize that we cannot write a patch , like Microsoft does to fix these things,that these magical programs aren’t yielding fruit, we have to “own that”, which is Erhard-speak for accept or face facts, admit a truth. I asked this guy when I was like 8 or so, “you need someone to tell you to do that? Your mom didn’t tell you that?” The adults had a good laugh over this, which pissed me off as I thought they were laughing at me.

    He asks me how can people deal with the fact that they are being let in, but actually ‘faking it’? I tell him it is natural for people to want more that what they have, to want to be more, know more- aspirations, competition, but to get there on talent or merit is not always possible on an unadjusted , real playing field. Having to make laws to let people in , make things easier is against natural selection, where the cream rises to the the top. This concept of the playing field is not fairness. Fairness would be doing the best you can, period, win some , lose some. There are plenty of people who could use some help, they just aren’t deemed worthy of help. A huge problem is there’s no in-between help. You either are almost third world and you get everything free or you are one of the working diogs who is taxed to death who funds the whole system, or you are so rich you don’t care. The hard truth is that we aren’t all equally good at stuff, yes, even among white people, take affirmative action, race or social justice whatever out of it. Just a fact, even when you control for age, socio-economic backgrounds, age, education, someone is going to be naturally more gifted than you, and some will be less. I tell him that in the old days, it was a contest of not exactly but close to equals, and you would get super-quality out of it. The let everyone in, give everyone a chance mentality lowers the bar, stops excellence and advancement in its tracks.

    The Give Everyone a Chance , and not through merit- those people want to believe that we are all inherently handed the same gifts and flaws, only this or that group just hasn’t been given a foot in the door. Thousands of years of civilization, culture and evolution don’t count for jack to those people, and even if they acknowledge that truth, hey think they are magic, that they can invent magical programs to somehow inject those hundreds of thousands of years of culture, evolution and civilization into other groups, when we know that is not something that happens overnight. Seriously, how does one capture people in the wild, used to hunting and gathering to sustain life, engaged in tribal warfare, enslave them , free them, then expect them to assimilate into 9-5 , Wal-mart consuming drones/worker bees? Or worse, expect them to become molecular scientists? Are we insane?

    So I tell my own boys, you DON’T have to save the world. Save yourselves first, because they are after you. I tell them I will throw myself in the road to protect them, but they also have to learn to protect themselves and sniff out when danger is afoot, to teach them to pick up when messages, however covertly are being put across that they should hate themselves for being the Eternally Evil White Man, doomed to CondemNation forevermore. I teach them about when you do something wrong, you make up for it, you make your restitution, but you do NOT destroy everything in place because of it. We talked about this and slavery using legos and lego people as teaching tools. My almost grown son observing this prob got as much out of it as the little one. “See, we made a very bad mistake here, but we don’t put all the legos in the blender or throw them in a bowl, or melt them all together to fix it, do we? No, that would be dumb and make things worse. What if we gave these legos their own area and let them decide best how to live? What do you think of that? What if they decided that we werent so great after all , and went back over here where they started? what do you think of that?”

    Friday night he presses my head and holds me as I cried from the pain in my head and showed me funny videos of people blowing up things in microwaves, Tesla coils, some guy eating dry ice- explains that plasma is the 4th stage of the breakdown of gas, solid, liquid. It is clear that he doesn’t care if I understand all his science talk, he just wants someone to tell it to. I’m finally getting that this is his way of loving me, showing me things he knows, inundating me with endless stores of recorded knowledge and things he creates. This late morning, he tells me I could have a brain tumor and that would explain a lot. Then he hugs me. Not wanting to say anything that could be interpreted as crazy, I hug him back and say gently, ” Oh my sweetie, that is so rare and unlikely, don’t worry for me”, to which he replies. “I know that. I’m not worried. Just saying, it’s a possibility,” then wanders off.

    To be continued …just going to make a part II on a separate post working on now , will go in the rants/blogroll with the rest

    81 percent of Americans think country on “wrong track”

     http://www.reuters.com/article/topNews/idUSN0348141520080404?sp=true

    full article at above link

    WASHINGTON (Reuters) – Four out of five Americans believe things are “on the wrong track” in the United States, the gloomiest outlook in about 20 years, according to a New York Times/CBS News poll released on Thursday.

    The poll found that 81 percent of respondents felt “things have pretty seriously gotten off on the wrong track.” That was up from 69 percent last year and 35 percent in early 2003.

     She went away for the holidays
    Said she’s going to L.A.
    But she never got there
    She never got there
    She never got there, they say

    [Chorus: x2]
    The KKK took my baby away
    They took her away
    Away from me
                                       The KKK Took My Baby Away- The Ramones

    Whatever, I like the song.

     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-Gj72Mdn34 Ramones

    Marilyn Manson has a version too, but it’s kind of slow.
       ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    Klan to hold annual meeting in Arkansas.                        

             
    Full article here: http://www.nzherald.co.nz/section/2/story.cfm?c_id=2&objectid=10500415&pnum=3

    Other groups continue to monitor white supremacist groups and their use of the internet. Founded in 1913, the Anti-Defamation League is one of the US’s largest and most well funded civil rights agencies. It was created after the Klan lynching of Leo Frank, a Jew convicted of the murder of a 13-year-old girl in Atlanta, Georgia, an event that revitalised the KKK in the South. Alongside dealing specifically with cases of anti-Semitism, the ADL continues to “track the activities” of numerous hate groups throughout the US and co-ordinate with law enforcement to eliminate hate crimes. The ADL’s director of investigative research, Mark Pitcavage, said: “In some ways, Robb has emerged as the public face of the Ku Klux Klan.”

    The reason for this, Pitcavage says, is quite simple – the internet. “His website is accessed much more than other white supremacists,” Pitcavage said. Robb’s national leadership of the KKK is notable, as he is not as extreme as other lesser-known, more powerful Klan leaders. “Robb is definitely not one of the `gun in one hand, grenade in the other’ white supremacists that do exist … “Thom Robb was very quick to jump on new technology.” It is not, however, only Robb’s KKK chapter who are using the internet.

    I come back from hours of digging dirt with shovels, directing a  team of 5-12 year olds to do same on a volunteer gardening project , I’m tired, hungry and sore, and then I see this BS story.

      Makes me sick to think good people will be keeping this crew alive on their hard earned tax money. Death penalty really needs to be overhauled.  Forced labor might be a good idea as well for DR inmates , rather than just existing being useless eaters.

    Well, here goes- The latest debacle is the defense, prompted by one of the killers and the accomplice , are now trying to  drag said killer’s ex down with them.

    Notice words they use like suspect, blame, etc., in reference to this ex-girlfriend, when THEY are the REAL , ACTUAL KILLERS.

     http://www.knoxnews.com/news/2008/apr/01/white-suspect-ignored/

    http://www.wbir.com/news/local/story.aspx?storyid=56227&provider=gnews

    http://www.knoxnews.com/news/2008/apr/02/feds-carjack-victim-hidden-bathroom-when-suspects-/

      From last link, prob the most accurate – Jennings and Stone counter in their response that the only people pointing fingers of blame at Sutton are Davidson and Coleman. All evidence in the case tends to exonerate her, the pair wrote.

    Boyd, charged only as an accessory to the fatal carjacking for helping hide out Davidson following the kidnapping, rape, torture and slaying of Christian, 21, and Newsom, 23, is set to stand trial before U.S. District Judge Tom Varlan on Monday. Lomonaco is asking Varlan to toss out the case, arguing Sutton also helped Davidson avoid arrest and may even have played a role equal to that of Coleman in the slayings.

    Other than the  word of a killer and accomplice, there’s no hard evidence to suggest , or Sutton was there, lived there at the time, or even knew about it.  This  Lomonaco is a real piece of work, trying to get his  client to pull down Sutton with him as he drowns, and as it says above,  Davidson and Coleman are the only ones trying to drag her into this. Her ex, and a black woman, both  who  may certainly have their own agendas for going after Sutton. One is that she is an EX-girlfriend AND White, the other  for almost the same reasons- that she is White and dates  black men, and we all know, all BS aside , how black women don’t care for that. 
        After all, the Knoxville 5 , Davidson and Coleman in particular since they are the ones bring this against Sutton, have previously proved they both have no love for Whites, Davidson raping , torturing and killing not one , but  2 White young people, and Coleman, who was the accomplice in whatever way- not going for help,protecting them, helping them .We already have established this entire crew has no love for Whites so why, Lomonaco, would they feel any qualms whatsoever about throwing Sutton under the proverbial albeit legal  bus after they just KILLED  a couple other White people? Huh? Tell me that! Renew Rx of Ambien much, Phil?
    You aren’t really going to try the old , ‘well,  good ol Lemaricus dates Whites, that must mean the whole deal wasn’t racist’  thing, are you? Uh uh.  That dog won’t hunt. Men kill women all the time, whether or not they sleep with them.  Blacks  have resentments for Whites. Both facts. As I said, this group just got done raping, torturing and killing a couple White kids, Sutton is  just more of the same, why not take yet another White person down by any means necessary? Itz really empowering! Expeshially when you ax your Evil White lawyer helps you out, Dawg.
    Sutton is not GUILTY, Sutton is   L U C K Y. Not lucky because her uncle is  a cop,  lucky they didn’t do the same to her as they did to Channon Christian and Chris Newsom.
    The White Herring
    Grasping at straws diversionary tactic , typical OJ defense maneuver. Make a lot of noise about something else to distract from the rape, torture, setting on fire, drinking Drano, etc, etc. Create a new sh&tstorm, literally this is what defense attorneys are paid to do when the crime is so horrible, the attorneys have to become fiction writers. Stuck with a murder mystery where there is no mystery subplot or whodunit , even if said other angle does not take away one bit from defendants guilt, the defense creates one out of thin air- . Something else to think about rather than only thinking about all the horrific things these kids went through in their last hours/days. That is certainly what the defense does NOT want continually running through the jury’s minds. They want jurors with the attention span of goldfish. If I were the prosecution I would make sure to get every last bit of forensic evidence about what happened to them that I could. To jury , ” See these pictures? This mark right here? What do you think would have to happen to make such a mark on a person? See this charred mess? what do you think that is a picture of? This horrible picture once was a a boy . A boy named Chris Newsom. A girl named Channon Christian. What kind of animal would do this? Well, I’m going to tell you…”

    Typical Diversionary OJ Defense BS
    Blame Whitey, Whitey planted evidence, one of the killers dated Whitey, Whitey has an uncle that’s a cop, Whitey is getting out of being a suspect even-though-there-is-no-evidence-Whitey-was-there-or-knew-anything-or was-even-officially-dating-killer-at-the-time, Killer can’t be racist because he sleeps with Whitey, Whitey must have known things, even if Whitey wasn’t around and had dumped killer months ago, Whitey’s name is on a lease, Whitey has secrets, Whitey’s entire life and any sordid fact about Whitey will be dragged through the mud just to distract, O My Gawd, itz soo sexxy! We’ve got interracial, Eureka! We can use this!